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My Story Of Love <3
So last night me and a good guy friend of mine went to my favorite place to eat at, Chili's. And at one point in our conversation about relationships he asked me, "How could I possibly forget about "THE EX?", when he has been a part of my life for so long. Well I'm single and I've been enjoying the summer days and especially the nights with old friends and new friends. But every time someone asks me about my X they always tell me, "You know you're going to get back with him." Sometimes it frustrates me because NO ONE knows the exact details to our relationship in the past. No, I take that back maybe like four good friends of mine know a little bit of this and that about the past between me and him. But only my mother knows everything that has happened between us. So anyways every girl has a past and my past started on August of 2000 and for the past two years it has escalated to a final ending, I hope. So you see the EX has always been a big part of my life for almost 5 years this October, and I've been a big part of his. He's never really done anything intentionally to hurt me, well at least I look back at EVERYTHING and I over analyze things now and realize how silly I was to have made a big deal out of some things, because our problems weren't that big. Yes, you get your heart broken at least once depending on how smart you are or how destined your life is. But I never thought I would get my heartbroken until I did. Sometimes I look back and remember the tender age of 14 and how I could have prevented the little things I did to him and maybe things would have almost been close to perfect. BUT then again there is no such thing as a PERFECT RELATIONSHIP. At times I feel like things went wrong between me and the X because of the mistakes I made first. But if you know me really well you know that they weren't BIG MISTAKES, just small screw ups. But it doesn't matter who hurt who first and how. The bottom line is that we have both hurt each other, cried for each other, said mean things to each other, (hopefully we never really meant them) and we've basically been through A LOT. But just as much as there is bad, there is GOOD. And A LOT MORE of those good moments, good movies, good songs, good days, etc. And of course when there is good everyone that has been a relationship can agree with me that there is always someone who likes to interfere. They either make up things, try to ruin what's going good for you, or they try to put things in your head. grr I hate people who are like that. I mean honestly GET A LIFE! Of course you know not to be gullible but at the same time I think you know your relationship better then them. ALSO when it comes to boys they always like to put up a front when their with their friends or some guys might actually express SOME of their feelings to their friends. BUT friends will never really know the real details to their best friend's relationship. So in reference to my friends question last night, Of course I won't forget The Ex. I mean I will go on with my life because with or with out the person life goes on. But I won't forget him because he will always have a place in my heart, (like he said.)
They say you never forget your first love, but they also say you NEVER forget your TRUE LOVE, but I dont know anything about that. So I just want him to know that I will always be here for him and I wish him the best of luck. I say, BESTfriends Forever. (After all he was more then a boyfriend, he was my best friend.) And now I will start to explore since I've never been much of an explorer. I will see what life has to offer and hopefully things will only get better. Until then, byee! :D
P.s. On a lighter note me and the girls have been having a great summer! On Sat. we went to mint and had a gooood time :D <3 ya girls!
So last night me and a good guy friend of mine went to my favorite place to eat at, Chili's. And at one point in our conversation about relationships he asked me, "How could I possibly forget about "THE EX?", when he has been a part of my life for so long. Well I'm single and I've been enjoying the summer days and especially the nights with old friends and new friends. But every time someone asks me about my X they always tell me, "You know you're going to get back with him." Sometimes it frustrates me because NO ONE knows the exact details to our relationship in the past. No, I take that back maybe like four good friends of mine know a little bit of this and that about the past between me and him. But only my mother knows everything that has happened between us. So anyways every girl has a past and my past started on August of 2000 and for the past two years it has escalated to a final ending, I hope. So you see the EX has always been a big part of my life for almost 5 years this October, and I've been a big part of his. He's never really done anything intentionally to hurt me, well at least I look back at EVERYTHING and I over analyze things now and realize how silly I was to have made a big deal out of some things, because our problems weren't that big. Yes, you get your heart broken at least once depending on how smart you are or how destined your life is. But I never thought I would get my heartbroken until I did. Sometimes I look back and remember the tender age of 14 and how I could have prevented the little things I did to him and maybe things would have almost been close to perfect. BUT then again there is no such thing as a PERFECT RELATIONSHIP. At times I feel like things went wrong between me and the X because of the mistakes I made first. But if you know me really well you know that they weren't BIG MISTAKES, just small screw ups. But it doesn't matter who hurt who first and how. The bottom line is that we have both hurt each other, cried for each other, said mean things to each other, (hopefully we never really meant them) and we've basically been through A LOT. But just as much as there is bad, there is GOOD. And A LOT MORE of those good moments, good movies, good songs, good days, etc. And of course when there is good everyone that has been a relationship can agree with me that there is always someone who likes to interfere. They either make up things, try to ruin what's going good for you, or they try to put things in your head. grr I hate people who are like that. I mean honestly GET A LIFE! Of course you know not to be gullible but at the same time I think you know your relationship better then them. ALSO when it comes to boys they always like to put up a front when their with their friends or some guys might actually express SOME of their feelings to their friends. BUT friends will never really know the real details to their best friend's relationship. So in reference to my friends question last night, Of course I won't forget The Ex. I mean I will go on with my life because with or with out the person life goes on. But I won't forget him because he will always have a place in my heart, (like he said.)
They say you never forget your first love, but they also say you NEVER forget your TRUE LOVE, but I dont know anything about that. So I just want him to know that I will always be here for him and I wish him the best of luck. I say, BESTfriends Forever. (After all he was more then a boyfriend, he was my best friend.) And now I will start to explore since I've never been much of an explorer. I will see what life has to offer and hopefully things will only get better. Until then, byee! :D
P.s. On a lighter note me and the girls have been having a great summer! On Sat. we went to mint and had a gooood time :D <3 ya girls!