Aug 23, 2004 14:12
SO ive got news...
talked to Russ and im going on tour with the Chemistry in october. i just need to save some money and i dunno. they are super cool guys ive been talking to them on the phone a lot. danny the lead singer is so pumped about me coming out. we're going across the whole eastcoast.
anyways... im pretty pumped about that. i guess inspite of darkness... there is light. oh not to mention we're going on tour with The Starting Line.. we're hitting up NYC and im so stoked. anyways...
i got a guitar and i really like playing with it.... im writing some stuff and those guys said they'll teach me some junk. i guess my tour nick name is Tina the little hot lamma. hahahahahah!!!
they thought it was so funny that i have bang tattooed on me. hahahahah!
Tina Bang!!! they call me. haha!!!
anyways..
Russ is trying to convince me to move out to the West coast when my lease is up. he said i'll have a job and what not.. working through mandate clothing.
i figure i dont really have much here. and i wanted to go to school so i could prolly go out there. maybe to the John Frieda? thats in Salt Lake.. if i go out to Sacramento then im sure ill get into something cool.. cos i got a friend in the music business. obviously. hahah...
i guess im just looking for a way outta here.
in other news.. i talked to my modeling agency and im going to take polaroids for an agent in chicago that i contacted a couple days ago. theyve been interested for TWO YEARS !!! haha.. also im going to a modeling thing for Ford models this sat.
i filled out some applications for a second job... and im going to go out and do more this weekend.
ill be at my rents house this week. i really need this. i havent been able to eat since thursday. i hate this...
but i guess it dosnt matter.
slowly im getting better... ive basically been erased from someones life. ie: livejournal, myspace, attitude on the phone. i fell in not im building a ladder? to climb out.
as for relationships... i deffiently dont want one. i have no interest in boys right now.. GIRLS EITHER!!! eww... but... i dunno. i guess it will take awhile to find someone better than what i had before.. but its cool. i will. i will find someone that i make happy and content, but im not looking forward to that right now. i just could give a fuck less.
something thats been kinda weird????
i have spent some quality time with a certain individual. its been pretty sweet. haha.. whoop whoop!!!
anyways....
i got a bunch of scratches on my arm.. from a cat.. uhhh.. yep.
some advice for people with broken hearts,
even if you kept no 'dignity' while proclaming your love...
you get through it.. no matter how far down you think you are... its all in your head. PULL UP...
everyone at my work is so thoughtful. theyve been nothing but... there for me. i love them.
-the little hot lamma