Jul 29, 2004 13:22
i feel good right now. for once in my life i made a decision.. i have ended something that has been open for quite awhile... i guess you could say i have finally grown balls... it takes a strong person to be open and honest to another person. i feel so good. im not confused about anything anymore. well in some sense i guess i can admitt that? haha.. but who cares. no one really reads this anyways.. so i guess my journal isnt friends only anymore. its.. Who Ever Cares To Read My Blabbing !!! hahaha..
Thought of the day :::
(Thinking.. Thinking.. Thinking..)
my boyfriend is the most understanding person i have ever met. i confuse him sometimes.. and i act shitty.. but i never mean to intentionally hurt his feelings.. "eventhough i couldnt", but he makes me feel so different than anyone has ever... before.. i love him. so much. too much.
im a strong person today. tomorrow.. i think ill be a little stronger. one day we'll meet. my strength and yours will be comparable.
on a side note... ive been a bit emotional lately because ive really been cleaning out my life. by that i mean... cleaning out my room. i have so many things... pictures and memories. im about to open and new chapter in my life... and i think im honestly ready. im going to get my key tonight... wish me luck.
<3love.. kellibang.<3