(no subject)
I got to hold a baby yesterday. His name is Caiden and I love him. Gary and he played ball on the floor for a while and God it was cute. My cold has morphed into what feels like strep throat...but I'm not sure. I'm very dissatisfied with my life right now. I'm not in school, work is lame, everyone told me leaving Gary at Cabrini every sunday would get easier, but it's not and I STILL dont have a car. Carrie and I have been talking more lately and it's nice to have a girlfriend that kinda thinks the same why I do. i'm looking forward to Halloween. I think I'm going to trek down to Cabrini that night....in my Pirate Hooker costume. College can't come soon enough, I can't wait to live on my own,but I'm going to really miss my mom. I'm frustrated with my body. I feel like I can never enjoy anything, it either makes me sick or it hurts too much or whatever. It's just unfair. blah....I wanna sleep. Sleep would be good right now...