yea,about that

Sep 20, 2005 16:16

so, i woke up this morning with dry socket. what a joy that was. i have had the absolute worst experience getting my wisdom teeth removed. but onto a far more pressing issue. My mom and I were in the car today and my turns to look at me and says "I have bad news, brace yourself" now, I was thinking "oh, i'm not getting my car" or "The house isn't going to sell until march" or something petty, but she hits me with "it's Kati. Her boyfriend called this morning. They were riding and ATV (4 wheeler) on Saturday and it flipped. she's in intensive care at St. Mary's. She's got some broken ribs, a punctured lung and a ruptured spleen, but they think she'll be ok. I'm sorry to tell you this now, but I couldn't keep it from you any longer" I immediately started crying and asking "when can i see her?" It was the most surreal thing ever, like I knew what she was saying but I really wished I hadn't heard it. She's been my best friend since 9th grade. my entire high school career. And you know what? I was so mad at her this weekend, I thought she had forgotten about me when she was really in the ICU. I feel awful. I'm going to see her tonight. I can't stop crying. I talked to her boyfriend and he told me she's been asking for me since saturday night. It breaks my heart that she wants me and i'm not there. This is maybe the worst day i've had in a very long time.

i love you, kati
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