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Apr 30, 2008 22:12

Dreemgrl179 (9:22:44 PM): by the way
Dreemgrl179 (9:22:57 PM): the one that drove me to delaware
Dreemgrl179 (9:23:01 PM): the one that took me to formal
Dreemgrl179 (9:23:09 PM): finally got me to kiss him when i visited philly last week
Dreemgrl179 (9:23:47 PM): i kissed him for two minutes, i cuddled with him all night, he knew how much of a big deal all of that is for me
symphonic yet (9:23:53 PM): WOW.
symphonic yet (9:23:54 PM): zomg
Dreemgrl179 (9:23:55 PM): and he hasn't called me since
symphonic yet (9:23:57 PM): ...
symphonic yet (9:24:04 PM): when did you leave him?
symphonic yet (9:24:07 PM): did he promise you he would call?
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:08 PM): sunday
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:12 PM): not really
symphonic yet (9:24:13 PM): did he tell you he would call?
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:14 PM): but okay
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:19 PM): he called me every night
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:22 PM): and we would text all day
symphonic yet (9:24:22 PM): did he call to make sure you were back?
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:29 PM): until i finally gave in and kissed him
Dreemgrl179 (9:24:35 PM): no he didn't
symphonic yet (9:24:38 PM): ...
symphonic yet (9:24:40 PM): okay, he's an asshole
symphonic yet (9:24:44 PM): i don't care WHAT excuse he gives you
symphonic yet (9:24:47 PM): i just want you to know
symphonic yet (9:24:48 PM): he's an asshole
symphonic yet (9:24:53 PM): adn he reminds me of juan
Dreemgrl179 (9:25:04 PM): lol
symphonic yet (9:25:23 PM): no, i'm not kidding
symphonic yet (9:25:31 PM): i would say sorry to you right now
symphonic yet (9:25:34 PM): but i'm not kidding
Dreemgrl179 (9:25:47 PM): i decided that if he doesn't call me this week, i'm not really going to talk to him like that anymore because i definitely am one of those people that gets attached waaaay too easily and i just don't want to put myself in a position where i can potentially get hurt
symphonic yet (9:25:59 PM): OBVOIUSLY.
symphonic yet (9:26:01 PM): then again
symphonic yet (9:26:06 PM): he should have known
symphonic yet (9:26:09 PM): adn the fact that he doesn't know
symphonic yet (9:26:11 PM): is a big no-no
symphonic yet (9:26:13 PM): so
symphonic yet (9:26:14 PM): he fails
symphonic yet (9:26:15 PM): in my book
symphonic yet (9:26:24 PM): i have no more tolerance for that kind of shit
symphonic yet (9:26:36 PM): and especially because i went through that .. i don't want that to happen to you
Dreemgrl179 (9:26:36 PM): but the thing is though, is that for the last month, he used to call like allll the time
symphonic yet (9:26:40 PM): yeah
symphonic yet (9:26:42 PM): i know how that is
Dreemgrl179 (9:26:45 PM): and text ALL the time
Dreemgrl179 (9:26:48 PM): and i texted him yesterday
Dreemgrl179 (9:26:50 PM): and he didn't even respond
Dreemgrl179 (9:26:55 PM): like wtf
Dreemgrl179 (9:27:07 PM): i'm really not into this whole playing games bullshit
symphonic yet (9:27:14 PM): oh gaw
symphonic yet (9:27:16 PM): gawd*
symphonic yet (9:27:17 PM): fuck that kid
symphonic yet (9:27:18 PM): honestly
symphonic yet (9:27:33 PM): i would do the same shit back to him .. guys hate being ignored, but they think it's okay to do that to the girl
symphonic yet (9:27:41 PM): watch, he says, i just wanted you to miss me more
symphonic yet (9:27:43 PM): ...
symphonic yet (9:27:48 PM): i should have added that line in my thing ..
Dreemgrl179 (9:28:13 PM): haha
Dreemgrl179 (9:28:19 PM): i don't know i'm so mad though
Dreemgrl179 (9:28:27 PM): because i totally had my guard up the entire time
symphonic yet (9:28:30 PM): OF COURSE YOU'RE MAD
symphonic yet (9:28:32 PM): yeah
Dreemgrl179 (9:28:35 PM): and then i let it down a little bit and he ALREADY fucks up?
symphonic yet (9:28:38 PM): adn then he fucks you over after you give him that one thing
symphonic yet (9:28:51 PM): because guys fail
symphonic yet (9:28:59 PM): ugh
symphonic yet (9:29:01 PM): ugh ugh ugh
Dreemgrl179 (9:29:30 PM): and
Dreemgrl179 (9:29:33 PM): you know what he says to me
Dreemgrl179 (9:29:37 PM): after i kiss him
Dreemgrl179 (9:29:44 PM): when i told him i didn't want to cuddle
Dreemgrl179 (9:29:50 PM): he's like "you're so closed off"
Dreemgrl179 (9:30:09 PM): i resent that so much
Dreemgrl179 (9:30:28 PM): but the thing is though he's like the perfect guy for me kind of thing =[
Dreemgrl179 (9:30:35 PM): and i was actually starting to like him too
Dreemgrl179 (9:30:46 PM): but i want to stop before i actually start liking him a lot
Dreemgrl179 (9:31:56 PM): and plus i don't even know what he wants because the next morning he kissed me on the cheek and he's like "i like you" and we held hands and he layed on my lap and everything and he told me a while ago that if i want to go slow we'll go slow and that he wants to like be with me and make me happy and then what does he do? he doesn't fucking call me after i kiss him!
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:30 PM): and i really don't want to waste my time just "talking" and hooking up with him
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:38 PM): because i'm a busy girl
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:45 PM): and i don't have time for that kind of nonsense
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:54 PM): and then the heartache that comes after it
symphonic yet (9:33:21 PM): oh, btw .. i'm putting up my story on facebook .. i doubt he'll read it, but i think it will be funny
symphonic yet (9:33:37 PM): no. he's an asshole. he knew exactly what words to say
symphonic yet (9:33:51 PM): lol
Dreemgrl179 (9:34:09 PM): hahah definitely put it on facebook
Dreemgrl179 (9:34:11 PM): that's awesome
Dreemgrl179 (9:34:14 PM): hahah tag him in it!
symphonic yet is away at 9:34:14 PM.
Dreemgrl179 (9:34:15 PM): lol jk
Auto response from symphonic yet (9:34:19 PM):
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:22 PM): and i really don't want to waste my time just "talking" and hooking up with him
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:31 PM): because i'm a busy girl
Dreemgrl179 (9:32:38 PM): and i don't have time for that kind of nonsense

symphonic yet (9:34:24 PM): loL!
symphonic yet (9:34:29 PM): can you imagine if i did tag him in it!
symphonic yet (9:34:30 PM): zomg
symphonic yet (9:34:38 PM): no, even i don't have the balls for that ..
symphonic yet (9:34:57 PM): but i mean
symphonic yet (9:35:00 PM): most guys are like that
symphonic yet (9:35:03 PM): building up everything
symphonic yet (9:35:10 PM): and they just somehow manage to needle in
symphonic yet (9:35:11 PM): adn then it's like
symphonic yet (9:35:13 PM): they gotcha
symphonic yet (9:35:21 PM): and then you feel stupid about it
symphonic yet (9:35:23 PM): so i agree
symphonic yet (9:35:25 PM): attempt to disengage
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