Aug 11, 2006 14:00
Well it might be happening again. People changing & things re-arranging. But this time it's not my fault. I've tried to hang out with them or atleaste see them for almost a week. & last night I was talking to Robbie & I asked him if he wanted to hang out saturday & sunday since school is about to start & we haven't seen eachother for a while. Well apparently Gaby's talking to Bruce. & that Gaby wants to be with Bruce this weekend. So I said ok that's fine (I wasn't really happy about it)so I asked Robbie if he wanted to hang out without Gaby.He said that he can't because he's their ride since Gaby's not allowed in the car alone with Bruce. So basically I won't be able to see them this weekend. & it seems to have been happening for 2 weeks almost. Once time starts taking over,other things start taking over,once those things take over,then people start growing apart,& before you realize it you're with people totaly diffrent from the ones that you were with before. But I don't know, I guess I should be used to it. I've moved a lot & I've been through 10 diffrent schools. so you can just imagine how many friends I've gone through.I've seen so many people just come & go. I keep trying to remind myself that people will always come & go so that it won't hurt as much.But it's always the same gripping feeling.I guess I've been a bit down for these past 2 days because of it.But I still have that glint of hope that this is just a phase.
I dedicate this to all the people,friends,girlfriends,boyfriends that have made an impact in my life. You all still mean something to me, even if I haven't talked to you in 10 years. I still remember you.
VIVA FOREVER
Do you still remember
How we used to be
Feeling together, believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers
Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour, my spirit I gave ya
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one
Yes I still remember,
Every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I'd heard
Slipping through our fingers,
Like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one
Back where I belong now,
Was it just a dream?
Feelings unfold, they will never be sold
And the secret's safe with me
Hasta Manana,
Always be mine
Viva forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, like the sun
Live forever,
For the moment
Ever searching for the one