Jun 15, 2006 18:30
Well Im sitting in my room wasting my precious time on my space,while watching Brintenys interview.Im chatting with people online.& I just realized.........I really don't have many friends from school.Well actual close friends I mean.I only have a couple.I dunno....it's funny.
About a year ago I would've cared if I didn't have any friends at school.But I honestly think it's for the better.I see those people most of our days & yeah,we have fun & what not.But Im never going to see them agian..........after high school.So what is the point of only having close knit friends from school? Im so0 happy that my best friends are Gaby & Robbie...becasue without them I probably would've still been unhappy with the people I was mostly with.They're really fun people & all but they're not the nicest bunch I've met.& the people before them were even better & a lot more trustworthy & a lot nicer.I miss them...a lot.But Im almost 100% sure that after this upcoming year at Braddock,I probably would slowly lose touch with them.But the part that does make me sad is that it probably will happen between me & my best friends today.We already make an effort to see eachother so it helps me feel more comfortable becasue that means that we'll still make an effort to see eahother after high school.But it's almost inevitable so Im just going to sit & wait to see what happens.I might be thinking to far ahead into the future & stuff but Im just trying to prepare myself not to get hurt when it does happen.
I can't believe I just realize that now,when my mother has been telling me this since middle school....Well Im done reflecting on this matter....NOW IM GONNA CALL GABY & ROBBIE!
-♥Bryan