Everything
I've been 16 for a while now.....there's no diffrence yet & there probably won't be any diffrence.I've been going out a lot though.IT'S FUN!!! ^_^
But everything's ok.Nothing bad or anything.I went to the mall a few times,I went to the movies,I went to the fair,& I went to a gay convention. It was quite interesting.There weren't many cute guys....there were only like 3 & they were just cute,not hot or anything. I think Isabel & Frankie are right...the cutest homos are at Braddock.Well there really isn't anything else going on.Just here. I have to clean...bleh! ::cuts self:: Well I've been feeling a bit uncaring...Like I care a lot about people but right now Im just focusing on me which is good! I think..? Well whatever like Kathy (my therapist) said,"Remember.Bryan always goes 1st,2nd,& 3rd.Everyone else somes afterwards." So Im doing what she told me.We ended.She said that Im perfectly fine that I can handle things on my own now.but I miss her....she was lovely =)
But I know I can do it on my own.Hell,I can do anything now! & friends are friends,they'll always come & go,boys are fine but for now they'll just be for fun,& high school will be over in like 2 years so everyone there will just disapear slowly.Even though it woul be nice to stay in touch with a few of them,I know that the chances are that are almost none.But even when that happens I'll get over it,I always do.Then when I start school I'll have new friends & after I graduate from there they'll be gone too.I guess that's just the way it is....I honestly think its fine that way.Well Im gonna start bullshitting & go clean some more.BYE!
-♥Bryan
But everything's ok.Nothing bad or anything.I went to the mall a few times,I went to the movies,I went to the fair,& I went to a gay convention. It was quite interesting.There weren't many cute guys....there were only like 3 & they were just cute,not hot or anything. I think Isabel & Frankie are right...the cutest homos are at Braddock.Well there really isn't anything else going on.Just here. I have to clean...bleh! ::cuts self:: Well I've been feeling a bit uncaring...Like I care a lot about people but right now Im just focusing on me which is good! I think..? Well whatever like Kathy (my therapist) said,"Remember.Bryan always goes 1st,2nd,& 3rd.Everyone else somes afterwards." So Im doing what she told me.We ended.She said that Im perfectly fine that I can handle things on my own now.but I miss her....she was lovely =)
But I know I can do it on my own.Hell,I can do anything now! & friends are friends,they'll always come & go,boys are fine but for now they'll just be for fun,& high school will be over in like 2 years so everyone there will just disapear slowly.Even though it woul be nice to stay in touch with a few of them,I know that the chances are that are almost none.But even when that happens I'll get over it,I always do.Then when I start school I'll have new friends & after I graduate from there they'll be gone too.I guess that's just the way it is....I honestly think its fine that way.Well Im gonna start bullshitting & go clean some more.BYE!
-♥Bryan