Acceptance shows itself at very strange times.
So, last night put something in perspective for me. For the first time in my life one of my friends needed me there for them, and something I don't like got them in that situation. But the wierd part is that I didn't run from it this time, I stayed through it all. And you know something? I'm so happy that I was able to help, and whats even more strange is that I wanted to be there, comforting, holding, just talking, giving something or someone to focus on. Its very important to me that i was able to do that for this person, because at that moment there was nowhere else I could see myself being, and before I've always found myself running from those kind of situations, and for the first time last night, I found myself running towards it and actually being happy with myself with the choice that I had made. And just knowing that person wanted me to stay with them through it, made me feel just that much more important to them, and them to me. I just hope I was able to give them whatever it was they needed to help them through what I can only imagine they were going through. But all in all, I'm very glad I was there.