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You know it's kinda interesting how people say they are one thing when they really don't seem to look in the mirror to often.
I am always told how I hopped on the band wagon with the whole Nightmare Before Christmas crazy. I have been watching the fucking movie since I was 7! Red Hill used to have a copy, but of course with the change of power from Udo Shmidt (it's german he told great stories about germany) to Leslie Smith it was lost because there was a new school order. So what if I bought some merch? It's my fucking money get off my back. I love Tim Burton's work and respect him as the artist he is. Besides if you haven't noticed it's not the only cult classic I'm into I like movies like Donnie Darko, Ed Wood, to name a few. I like the darker movies they just capture me. Don't even get me started on the musical orgasm created when you couple Organ and Electric Guitar together. It's the sense of something dark and powerful in it that I can't resist at times.
Monster is always calling everyone a yuppy but the way she's been dressing she really has no room to talk. She looks great in her "cute pants" as they have been deemed, and her other stuff but honestly? Wearing things like Holister and American Eagle doesn't exactly make you an individual. I'm not saying Monster is not an individual because even though she might look like another air head she's not as dumb as she plays her self out to be. She's creative when she wants to be, which makes things fun when we hang out because thats when she gets all crazy and we have good times. I've also noticed how everything seems to be a competition in one form or another but that will take too long to explain if I feel like it will come back to that topic later.
I've always considered myself an individual. I don't dress like everyone else thats for sure. I get made fun of because of it but oh well. I've been getting depressed lately over being fat so I decided to eat better and swim laps to try and lose weight. I've lost a couple pounds but I know its something that wont happen over night. I really don't focus what's on my head rather then whats in it. I'm put down alot but I know I am smart and I know I will find something to put all my knowlege into.
I have really moved on from my Disney loving self to just wanting to draw what I see, and paint the world in my colors and not just use the palet set out in front of me. To some I might not be an artist. I think that terms comes with alot of different dementions. There are the sterotypical artist who are reserved and hermit like, then you have those who pretend to be just that but really have no abilities at all other then to try and look better then everyone else, then you have the people who don't get recognised for thier true abilities they could show people all they want but won't evere get accepted for one reason or another. I guess I would fall under the last catigory. I'm not saying I'm some budding cartoonist but I do have something there. I would like to take some classes through college to develope that. The credit doesn't really matter to me like it does to others because I just don't care. I just wish some people would stop worshipping false supposed gods or godesses (in this case)of art. Feeding the their egotisticalness will only make it worse.
Anyways
I've been working on som new stories and other crap lately. Late nights tend to do that to you. All of a sudden you have a hook and you go with it. My lovely new lappy has been along for the whole ride. I don't know if I will post to Deviant art or not but tis a possibility. I haven't posted in ages. I have absolutely nothing tomarrow so I could end up writing all day wheee!! Ooo and drawing because i have alot of new projects I am working on there too. I love my new job because it's techically a contemporary studio. I shall thrive there. I want to do something with the Lock, Shock and Barrel Masks like making some dinning set with those on it. I know what I will make Eli for Christmas. This new job at Color Me Mine will give me a chance to work with a whole new media *glee*. I could seriously get frequent flyier miles with Aaron's Bros. now because I got a whole new batch of ideas muh hah ha! How can you call your self a true artist and not shop there? I ask you.
So my birthday celebration week or what ever was pretty cool. The beach was so much fun! We got there probably about 12:30- 1 pm and the parking lot was CLOSED! So we parked on some private street and walked down to Pirates' Cove. We found a nice little alcove and dubbed it ours and chilled in there for a bit then hit the water. It was pretty cool because one lady was leaving as we got there so she gave us her unopened sodas and food. The water was absolutely beautiful so I ended up swimming around the cove a few times with Christine. Her mom does not give enough credit to her but she kept up with me so it was all good.
After the beach we went over to the Big Newport. The boys were so hungry and started getting restless so I fought them off with apples until Monster came with the cake. She made me a cake in the shape of a pirate ship which was very cool and yummy i might add so we ate that then went to McDonalds for some dinner. After that we saw Pirates of the Carribean, which was very cool and rocked. I also bought the soundtrack which I have fallen in love with Davey Jones's song. I takes my breath away everytime. It has the whole Haunting Elegance thing going.
The next day I went to Disneyland with Christine. I had people making a huge deal over going for a full day, something about obsession and all even though I was going because my friend was here from out of town and I only see her everyonce in awhile. Anyways I got to see the Beast which made me go nuts and when I saw him I was on the phone with Brad and screamed in the phone when I saw him... um oops? We were the last picture they took we got so lucky. I was so happy. We also saw the big Cheese Mickey and some dude name Jack Sparrow (who is a great kisser i might add :p) It was alot of fun then Monster met up with us after work and we had more fun times especially the water fight before fantasmic. We had the smart idea of talking the train to Tomarrowland after fireworks but we had to wait for clearance from the Fire Marshal at 10 so we said screw it so we made the treacherous hike from New Orlean's Square to Tomarrowland. Christines mom kept calling us bugging us when we were going to meet them. I told her I was leaving the park at 10:30 but she didn't get that so we had to battle her. Poor Christine!
Today was ok. It wasn't as exciting other then the fact that I got my cartilidge pierced and had dinner with Mom, Jen, Ian and Monster. Dad is working in San Diego and couldn't come he is stuck with the Shamu cult. Scary 0.o It was fun none the less.
OOOO I forgot to talk about dine with Shamu! (i'm going for a record post here) Monster and here mom took me to dine with Shamu for my birthday. It was alot of fun. We didn't get right up next to the water but it was still very cool. Monster and her mom were making a big deal about it but oh well I was just happy to be there.
Wow I wrote for like an hour that rocks. Well that's all for now. Laters!
I am always told how I hopped on the band wagon with the whole Nightmare Before Christmas crazy. I have been watching the fucking movie since I was 7! Red Hill used to have a copy, but of course with the change of power from Udo Shmidt (it's german he told great stories about germany) to Leslie Smith it was lost because there was a new school order. So what if I bought some merch? It's my fucking money get off my back. I love Tim Burton's work and respect him as the artist he is. Besides if you haven't noticed it's not the only cult classic I'm into I like movies like Donnie Darko, Ed Wood, to name a few. I like the darker movies they just capture me. Don't even get me started on the musical orgasm created when you couple Organ and Electric Guitar together. It's the sense of something dark and powerful in it that I can't resist at times.
Monster is always calling everyone a yuppy but the way she's been dressing she really has no room to talk. She looks great in her "cute pants" as they have been deemed, and her other stuff but honestly? Wearing things like Holister and American Eagle doesn't exactly make you an individual. I'm not saying Monster is not an individual because even though she might look like another air head she's not as dumb as she plays her self out to be. She's creative when she wants to be, which makes things fun when we hang out because thats when she gets all crazy and we have good times. I've also noticed how everything seems to be a competition in one form or another but that will take too long to explain if I feel like it will come back to that topic later.
I've always considered myself an individual. I don't dress like everyone else thats for sure. I get made fun of because of it but oh well. I've been getting depressed lately over being fat so I decided to eat better and swim laps to try and lose weight. I've lost a couple pounds but I know its something that wont happen over night. I really don't focus what's on my head rather then whats in it. I'm put down alot but I know I am smart and I know I will find something to put all my knowlege into.
I have really moved on from my Disney loving self to just wanting to draw what I see, and paint the world in my colors and not just use the palet set out in front of me. To some I might not be an artist. I think that terms comes with alot of different dementions. There are the sterotypical artist who are reserved and hermit like, then you have those who pretend to be just that but really have no abilities at all other then to try and look better then everyone else, then you have the people who don't get recognised for thier true abilities they could show people all they want but won't evere get accepted for one reason or another. I guess I would fall under the last catigory. I'm not saying I'm some budding cartoonist but I do have something there. I would like to take some classes through college to develope that. The credit doesn't really matter to me like it does to others because I just don't care. I just wish some people would stop worshipping false supposed gods or godesses (in this case)of art. Feeding the their egotisticalness will only make it worse.
Anyways
I've been working on som new stories and other crap lately. Late nights tend to do that to you. All of a sudden you have a hook and you go with it. My lovely new lappy has been along for the whole ride. I don't know if I will post to Deviant art or not but tis a possibility. I haven't posted in ages. I have absolutely nothing tomarrow so I could end up writing all day wheee!! Ooo and drawing because i have alot of new projects I am working on there too. I love my new job because it's techically a contemporary studio. I shall thrive there. I want to do something with the Lock, Shock and Barrel Masks like making some dinning set with those on it. I know what I will make Eli for Christmas. This new job at Color Me Mine will give me a chance to work with a whole new media *glee*. I could seriously get frequent flyier miles with Aaron's Bros. now because I got a whole new batch of ideas muh hah ha! How can you call your self a true artist and not shop there? I ask you.
So my birthday celebration week or what ever was pretty cool. The beach was so much fun! We got there probably about 12:30- 1 pm and the parking lot was CLOSED! So we parked on some private street and walked down to Pirates' Cove. We found a nice little alcove and dubbed it ours and chilled in there for a bit then hit the water. It was pretty cool because one lady was leaving as we got there so she gave us her unopened sodas and food. The water was absolutely beautiful so I ended up swimming around the cove a few times with Christine. Her mom does not give enough credit to her but she kept up with me so it was all good.
After the beach we went over to the Big Newport. The boys were so hungry and started getting restless so I fought them off with apples until Monster came with the cake. She made me a cake in the shape of a pirate ship which was very cool and yummy i might add so we ate that then went to McDonalds for some dinner. After that we saw Pirates of the Carribean, which was very cool and rocked. I also bought the soundtrack which I have fallen in love with Davey Jones's song. I takes my breath away everytime. It has the whole Haunting Elegance thing going.
The next day I went to Disneyland with Christine. I had people making a huge deal over going for a full day, something about obsession and all even though I was going because my friend was here from out of town and I only see her everyonce in awhile. Anyways I got to see the Beast which made me go nuts and when I saw him I was on the phone with Brad and screamed in the phone when I saw him... um oops? We were the last picture they took we got so lucky. I was so happy. We also saw the big Cheese Mickey and some dude name Jack Sparrow (who is a great kisser i might add :p) It was alot of fun then Monster met up with us after work and we had more fun times especially the water fight before fantasmic. We had the smart idea of talking the train to Tomarrowland after fireworks but we had to wait for clearance from the Fire Marshal at 10 so we said screw it so we made the treacherous hike from New Orlean's Square to Tomarrowland. Christines mom kept calling us bugging us when we were going to meet them. I told her I was leaving the park at 10:30 but she didn't get that so we had to battle her. Poor Christine!
Today was ok. It wasn't as exciting other then the fact that I got my cartilidge pierced and had dinner with Mom, Jen, Ian and Monster. Dad is working in San Diego and couldn't come he is stuck with the Shamu cult. Scary 0.o It was fun none the less.
OOOO I forgot to talk about dine with Shamu! (i'm going for a record post here) Monster and here mom took me to dine with Shamu for my birthday. It was alot of fun. We didn't get right up next to the water but it was still very cool. Monster and her mom were making a big deal about it but oh well I was just happy to be there.
Wow I wrote for like an hour that rocks. Well that's all for now. Laters!