so yeah...
I pretty much hate my life right now... I am sick... my boyfriend is still being an ass and I am stressed... i had to go to the doctors today and it wsa suposed to be a half hour and it turned out to be 3 hours long... I had to get a pap and blood work but they couldn't get any blood from me they tried in 3 different places so now I have to drink hella water and juice and go back tomorrow and try again... i look like a fucking junkie... and I have to get my depo shot tomorrow too... my boyfriend's friend made a comment to me that hurt my feelings and I just started crying when I got off the phone and poor hannah, nikki, and jordan they have to put up with me... i was so depressed I went into the bath with my cloths on... i just wanted it all to stop... the doctors knows somthings wrong with me and we can't figure it out with out blood work and so that also just made me go down... and with him being an ass it just doesn't help... so now I am baking a cake to see if that will make me feel better... i just want a drink and I am out of beer and wine... i so could use one right now...