Tomorrow is 4 years since my beloved Mother passed away. 4 whole long years.... and I do mean long years for me. I dont even know where these years have gone?
they say it gets easy with time... yeah right sure is does, fact is it still kills me not a single moment that I dont think about my Late mother...
so many things wonderful and painful have happened within my life since the day My Mother died and the hard part is to deal with something so alone when all your life you had your Mum to turn too...
I still cannot get over the loss of My mother, my best friend and her being gone...and nor will I ever for their was noone Like my mum was I know everyone says that about there parents and stuff But mine was one of a kind yeah My life was hell growing up but once I moved out of home all that was forgotten.
I just still Miss my Mum every single day I wish I was a much stronger person, In many ways I am, But I am not for I am still so weak.
This song will always be a special sad song for my sister and I...
We had just brought the New VNV Nation Album and both got hooked onto this song... why this song we know not...
what are the odds of this..
My sister calls me while in her car On the way to my late mothers home and she has full blast this song playing in her car, meanwhile I have this song playing at home at the same time...
when My sister found my mother dead asleep in her bed,
and screamed at me that Maria Mummy's dead... and crying...
this song just stopped at home! It never went forth to the next track or anything it just stopped just like our lives had at that moment stopped too
from that moment everything was in slow motion our lives changed forever.
Now each time we hear the song out at a club or something yes tears always come to our eyes for things like this you cannot ever forget.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FTL8NtqGdw4 VNV Nation-Chrome
A million faces, each a million lies
for each and all a chrome disguise
prompts for action, force reaction
embody promise in a sheen so pure.
Hurt, the measure of blind ambition,
the testament to your singular disease.
Against all wisdom you heed no warning,
your desires giving you away.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
Your actions turn conquest to dust.
Importance of fate, you foolishly place trust.
Sense fear in your broken breathing.
Resort to shadows till your body expires.
All creation has the promise of heaven,
and still you travel the road to hell.
I'm saying nothing for the good of myself,
but I'm still talking and you're not listening.
If I could change your mind,
I wouldn't save you from the path you wander.
In desperation dreams, any soul can set you free.
And I still hear you scream,
in every breath, in every single motion.
Burning innocence, the fire to set you free.
As night descends upon the city,
the streets are cold, the lights go by.
And in the stories of the people,
a million faces, a million lies.
They'll never say they feel what you feel,
that they can see the world you see.
And in their faces, their expressions,
a million faces, a million lies.