Hmmm
Today is Thnksgiving. Yay!! No, no- not really. Something bad always happens to me on Thanksgiving. Hmm... What i am i thankful for? Well today i am thankful for Chlorseptic (sp?) spray, becuase my throat hurts like a mother fucker.
Yesterday was really alot better for me- The first sticky snow of the year. I can't wait till we get enough to cover all the grass, so none peeks through.
Winter=best.season.ever.
end of story.
Back to the whole first snow thing. The first snows of the year are always the best days for me- days were it seems nothing can get me down. I got to see Tim for a little bit :D. We were driving from picking him up and he said something about blah its snowing blah blah that means i get to teach you how to snowboard. insert ::GULP!:: here. Gahhh!!! I mean yeah- i wanna know how to snowboard. It would be tight as hell- I always have wanted to know how... But the idea of him teaching makes me nervous. Why you ask? I'll tell you. But this is embarassing for me and i know its not a good thing. I do not- for one second like it when the person i am with is better than me at anything. I know im going to be all embarassed and GAH! about it. I just dont want to look stupid. But i dont know. Maybe it wont be completely awful. Maybe ill be good a it ?
And for the record- I am still madish? at Tim. We are just working through shit. So dont go yelling at me for letting everything he did go. Becuase i didnt. im just not gunna let it ruin shit. hes trying really hard to make up for everything hes done.