Oct 17, 2004 21:30
Hey, wow, I never ever like update it everyday, but for some reason I feel like updating it, who knows why, Umm..I went to bed at 3 this morning so I was too tired to get up to go to church, which sucks, b/c i really felt like i needed to go plus I am sick so my mom doesnt like me like getting everyone sick but I feel better, like my throat, but now I have a cold, so i still sorta have a semi~sore throat, and a cold, blahness! Ya...Umm..I watched a couple of movies today, John Q, and one other one, and then I got some make up on and i went to Brookshire's with my mom, and i got some more eyeliner, yay! b/c i needed some, and yea...lets see...i came home, and made some cupcakes, they are called FunFetti cupcakes **basically cupcakes w/sprinkles in them and vanilla icing with sprinkles in them** and i didnt feel like making a FunFetti cake, yea...and then i ate supper and then started watching the movie The Perfect Strangers or something like that on CBS and did my homework and then...I finished my W.Geography map, yay! I couldn't find Yugoslavia and Macedonia so I found Yugoslavia *or what it was formerly* and then i looked in my Universal World Atlas (its one big book) and i found Macedonia! I was soo happy and then I colored the map all prettiful, i love to color! And yea, plus, earlier I talked to my friend Hannah about some stuff, it was cool, and umm...I talked to Scotty til 2:45 this morning! Looong time!! But he's a cool person! Umm...And now I am here after taking my shower!
**Thinking**
I have been thinking about LSMSA lately and I decided wow, I have soo much stuff going on, and sometimes I think it would prolly be best to go just b/c i could get away but then I am like I don't think I could leave my family and friends b/c Haughton really isn't that bad, I mean, I know its not too challenging, but its more challenging than I thought. And I have great friends, and I would feel prolly really out of place there, b/c I kno that they are a whole lot smarter than me down there, and sometimes when PpL. talk about going to LSMSA, I know that they are smarter than I am and I sorta feel really out of place b/c I all of a sudden don't feel smarter anymore and I hate ppL. expecting more out of me, so I feel constantly pressured, but I don't show it b/c I just try not to be pressured, I dunno, I don't get soo pressured that I am depressed. and I kno they say that its fun down there, but next year I will be able to drive, and I don't like the restrictions either, I mean, I want to be able to drive and hang out next year and not have my car keys taken away, plus, I would really miss my friends, and I have always wanted to graduate from Haughton b/c my brother did and I know my sister wants to, its a stupid little thing, but its something that I want to do. Well, thats sorta my stupid spill on that! Well Bye
Muah
Hannah