The Long Hard Road Out of Hell 5/5
Title: The Long Hard Road Out of Hell
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 5 of 5
Genre: Smut, romance, angst
Summary: Jung Yunho is a failure as a business man. When he meets Kim Jaejoong, the avant-garde artist living his life not caring about other people's opinions, they hit rock bottom together. What does it take to stand up again, and will their love survive when all odds are against them?
A/N: It's the final chapter! Hope you guys enjoyed the entire story! ^^
Chapter 5
Jaejoong's eyes widened in shock as he opened the door to find Yunho standing there, looking extremely handsome with a bucket of flowers in his hand.
"Hey," Yunho smiled like nothing had ever happened and handed him the flowers. Jaejoong took them unsurely, keeping his eyes on the other man to make sure he wasn't dreaming and Yunho was actually there.
Yunho thought he looked better than ever, Jaejoong had put on a little weight and had dyed his hair a bit darker, it was still blonde but it made his face seem even softer. Jaejoong was wearing sweatpants and a sleeveless top, his feet were bare and he looked like he had just woken up though it was already noon.
"What are you doing here?" Jaejoong asked, letting Yunho inside his small apartment and closing the door after him. There were cardboard boxes everywhere, it almost looked like the first time Yunho had payed him a visit, only cleaner and there wasn't as much stuff. Jaejoong had packed most of his things away, only the mattress and the empty furniture remained.
"I came to apologize," Yunho admitted, trying to avoid Jaejoong's gaze, "I'm a jerk."
"You sure are," Jaejoong agreed and went to his small kitchen to put the flowers in a vase, "I'm leaving for Tokyo tomorrow Yunho-yah, you're a little late."
Yunho watched Jaejoong's back as he arranged the flowers and stepped closer, gently wrapping his arms around the shorter man's waist. How much had he missed holding the older male like this against his chest? Yunho breathed in the scent of the other man and held him close.
"I'm sorry, but I only wanted to come see you when I was completely sober. It's been two months Jaejoong-ah," Yunho said quietly, his lips tickling Jaejoong's hair close to his ear. Yunho could tell Jaejoong was affected even though the other man didn't give him an answer, his body was shaking and breath uneven.
"I only said those things because I was so angry with myself, I didn't mean it," Yunho explained, "You were right about everything, I knew it as soon as you walked through the door that day. I miss you so much Jaejoong-ah."
"I miss you too," Jaejoong said weakly, grabbing Yunho's hands around his waist to hold them against his chest - Yunho could feel his heart beat faster, "You hurt me so much. I thought I was going to die."
"I'm going to make it up to you, I swear," Yunho promised, kissing Jaejoong's bare shoulder unsurely, "I'll wait for you as long as you want me to. I won't see anyone else when you're away, I only want you. Do you still love me?"
"I do," Jaejoong whispered, his breath hitching a little when Yunho kissed his neck. Jaejoong hadn't seen anyone else when Yunho had been gone, he had only concentrated on painting and preparing himself to go back to school.
"I'll make everything right," Yunho kissed his neck again, "Please, be mine again."
"I.. I'll think about it," Jaejoong nodded his head a little, his eyes fluttering shut as Yunho's other hand dropped lower to caress Jaejoong's stomach.
"That's everything I want you to do for me," Yunho managed to say before Jaejoong spun around, smashing their lips together in a heated kiss. Yunho almost lost his footing as Jaejoong wrapped his arms behind the taller man's neck, passionately pulling him closer and pushing his tongue inside Yunho's mouth to engage in a hungry kiss.
"I still love you so much Yunho-yah," Jaejoong whispered, tears of relief falling from his doe eyes and Yunho kissed him back, easily lifting Jaejoong up to carry across the room, "I've been dreaming about you showing up at my doorstep, this feels so unreal..."
Everything was like it was supposed to be again, Yunho laid Jaejoong down on the mattress and got between his legs to lie on top of him and kissed the beautiful man again. Jaejoong was clinging to his back, trying to keep him close with all his strenght and Yunho found he had missed even the little nail marks their love making always left on his skin.
Kissing just wasn't enough and Jaejoong took Yunho's shirt off to touch the other man's tanned chest with his lips before working on opening his pants. Yunho didn't take the time to properly undress the blonde, he wanted to get inside Jaejoong as soon as possible so he just pushed Jaejoong's tank top to his armpits and slid the sweatpants off his hips, while kissing Jaejoong's nipple ring and playing with it a little.
Jaejoong was surprisingly silent, he was only breathing faster like he was extremely nervous and clutching Yunho's hair with both of his hands. Yunho found it endearing when Jaejoong wasn't making a show for him, but only concentrating on feeling Yunho's touch on his skin again. Gently Yunho spread Jaejoong's legs a little wider and slipped a hand to his behind, his fingers grazing the tight entrance between Jaejoong's milky buttocks.
They looked into each other's eyes as Yunho's first finger pressed inside, Jaejoong bit his lower lip trying to hold back his moans. It had been a while since Jaejoong's last time having sex and it felt a little uncomfortable as Yunho's second finger pushed inside without lubrication.
"The lube... It's still under the matress," Jaejoong whispered, too afraid to speak out loud, because it still felt like a dream to him. Yunho was back again, making love to him like all the bad things never happened and it made Jaejoong feel better than any drugs ever had. Immediately reaching for the lube, Yunho kissed Jaejoong's forehead gently before pushing the now slick fingers back inside. Taking his time, Yunho moved the fingers in and out, stretching the tight muscle for something bigger.
Jaejoong's body was covered in sweat and his legs shook, but he wasn't telling Yunho to hurry like normally, because this time, he wanted to feel everything even more than before. He was so close to coming from having Yunho's fingers deep inside him, his pre-cum had already made a wet spot on his lower stomach. Yunho's eyes were on his body, admiring every muscle and curve on Jaejoong's slender physique, their eyes meeting shortly between the kisses and the caresses.
"Don't hold back," Yunho said, finally pulling his fingers away after preparing the older man and carefully guiding his erection to enter Jaejoong's body - already so close to climaxing after the fingering.
A loud moan left Jaejoong's lips when Yunho's length spread him open after such a long time and he grabbed the other man's shoulders to keep him close. Suddenly Yunho realized they wouldn't be seeing each other in a while, Jaejoong now had his school and Yunho was trying to find a new job and it made him feel a little desperate to feel as much of the other man as possible. Slowly moving his hips, Yunho enjoyed the tight warmth of Jaejoong's body while looking at the beautiful man he was making love to.
Jaejoong was smiling and crying at the same time as he looked at the man above him, Yunho smiled back at him and kissed him gently, then thrusting inside Jaejoong's body faster. The blonde was moaning more and more as Yunho's pace became even faster and just like that, Jaejoong came between their bodies, the white semen staining their stomachs. The body around Yunho's arousal tightened when Jaejoong rode out his orgasm, his eyes rolling into the back of his skull from all the pleasure as he moaned Yunho's name.
Slowing down a little to prevent himself from coming, Yunho teased Jaejoong's pierced nipple with his tongue, biting the piece of metal and twisting it harshly - Jaejoong moaned again, his body over sensitive after coming. Yunho was enchanted by the other man's beauty, he had imagined fucking the other man plenty of times during the last two months but his imagination hadn't done him justice.
Jaejoong's bleached hair was messy and clinging to his forehead but his white skin was flushed pink from all the sensations and the rosy lips and nipples stood out from the otherwise pale complexion. How in the world had he almost let this man go, Yunho had no clue what had gotten into him and regret filled him, but then Jaejoong's hands were on his face, pulling him closer to share a kiss.
"I love you, I love you, I love you," Jaejoong smiled against Yunho's lips, lifting his hips to meet the other man's thrusts, "Don't think about anything, there's only us."
"I love you too," Yunho breathed, feeling the other man already hard against his stomach again. Completely aware of how sexy he looked, Jaejoong slid his fingers through the mess on his stomach and raised his fingers to Yunho's lips, pushing the digits inside Yunho's mouth for him to taste his release.
"Fuck Jaejoong," Yunho cursed when Jaejoong opened his own mouth to suck on the fingers himself and fluttered his eyelashes at the man above him. It was like on the first night they'd had together, Jaejoong seemed so confident again, just like he was supposed to be. That send Yunho over the edge as well and he came hard inside Jaejoong, not bothering to restrain his moans when Jaejoong clenched his muscles as Yunho's cum filled him.
They stayed like that for a few minutes, both trying to catch their breaths enough to start again. Jaejoong's fingers were drawing invisible patterns to Yunho's shoulders, his nails then digging into the flesh when Yunho kissed him, hungry for more.
"I sold the company," Yunho told him between the kisses, "I have enough money to start writing full time and trying to find a better job..."
"That's wonderful," Jaejoong smiled, "I expect you to be a succesful critic when I come back from Japan."
"Will you give me an answer when we meet again?" Yunho breathed against Jaejoong's lips, moving his hips a little, "If you still want to be with me?"
"I will," Jaejoong promised, "Now shut up and fuck me again."
They spent the whole night in bed talking and having sex, not wanting to sleep because in the morning, Jaejoong would have to leave the city. When it was the time to go, Yunho drove Jaejoong with all his suitcases to the airport, kissing him goodbye until Jaejoong absolutely had to go. Even though they didn't know when they'd meet again, Yunho wasn't feeling sad.
He was so grateful for the one night with Jaejoong again, luck had been on his side for once. If he hadn't visited the other man that day, it would have been too late after that and Jaejoong would've moved away - maybe finding someone else to love from Japan.
It took them another three months to meet again, Yunho flew to Japan on a day when the first snow of that winter messed up Tokyo's train schedules, but Jaejoong was waiting for him at the Narita airport, dressed in a black coat, beanie and military boots - looking like the art student he was. He waved happily when he saw Yunho approaching with his suitcase, but Yunho suddenly felt scared - what if Jaejoong didn't want to be with him after all?
Stopping just before the other man, Yunho put his suitcase on the ground and smiled, not sure whether it was okay to hug the other man in a public place like that.
"So, did I fly here to get rejected?" Yunho asked carefully when Jaejoong didn't launch at him immediately, but then there was a blonde hottie in his arms, embracing him, soft lips pressing against Yunho's and Jaejoong said:
"You stupid, stupid man," as he kissed Yunho senseless.
END
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: NC-17
Chapter: 5 of 5
Genre: Smut, romance, angst
Summary: Jung Yunho is a failure as a business man. When he meets Kim Jaejoong, the avant-garde artist living his life not caring about other people's opinions, they hit rock bottom together. What does it take to stand up again, and will their love survive when all odds are against them?
A/N: It's the final chapter! Hope you guys enjoyed the entire story! ^^
Chapter 5
Jaejoong's eyes widened in shock as he opened the door to find Yunho standing there, looking extremely handsome with a bucket of flowers in his hand.
"Hey," Yunho smiled like nothing had ever happened and handed him the flowers. Jaejoong took them unsurely, keeping his eyes on the other man to make sure he wasn't dreaming and Yunho was actually there.
Yunho thought he looked better than ever, Jaejoong had put on a little weight and had dyed his hair a bit darker, it was still blonde but it made his face seem even softer. Jaejoong was wearing sweatpants and a sleeveless top, his feet were bare and he looked like he had just woken up though it was already noon.
"What are you doing here?" Jaejoong asked, letting Yunho inside his small apartment and closing the door after him. There were cardboard boxes everywhere, it almost looked like the first time Yunho had payed him a visit, only cleaner and there wasn't as much stuff. Jaejoong had packed most of his things away, only the mattress and the empty furniture remained.
"I came to apologize," Yunho admitted, trying to avoid Jaejoong's gaze, "I'm a jerk."
"You sure are," Jaejoong agreed and went to his small kitchen to put the flowers in a vase, "I'm leaving for Tokyo tomorrow Yunho-yah, you're a little late."
Yunho watched Jaejoong's back as he arranged the flowers and stepped closer, gently wrapping his arms around the shorter man's waist. How much had he missed holding the older male like this against his chest? Yunho breathed in the scent of the other man and held him close.
"I'm sorry, but I only wanted to come see you when I was completely sober. It's been two months Jaejoong-ah," Yunho said quietly, his lips tickling Jaejoong's hair close to his ear. Yunho could tell Jaejoong was affected even though the other man didn't give him an answer, his body was shaking and breath uneven.
"I only said those things because I was so angry with myself, I didn't mean it," Yunho explained, "You were right about everything, I knew it as soon as you walked through the door that day. I miss you so much Jaejoong-ah."
"I miss you too," Jaejoong said weakly, grabbing Yunho's hands around his waist to hold them against his chest - Yunho could feel his heart beat faster, "You hurt me so much. I thought I was going to die."
"I'm going to make it up to you, I swear," Yunho promised, kissing Jaejoong's bare shoulder unsurely, "I'll wait for you as long as you want me to. I won't see anyone else when you're away, I only want you. Do you still love me?"
"I do," Jaejoong whispered, his breath hitching a little when Yunho kissed his neck. Jaejoong hadn't seen anyone else when Yunho had been gone, he had only concentrated on painting and preparing himself to go back to school.
"I'll make everything right," Yunho kissed his neck again, "Please, be mine again."
"I.. I'll think about it," Jaejoong nodded his head a little, his eyes fluttering shut as Yunho's other hand dropped lower to caress Jaejoong's stomach.
"That's everything I want you to do for me," Yunho managed to say before Jaejoong spun around, smashing their lips together in a heated kiss. Yunho almost lost his footing as Jaejoong wrapped his arms behind the taller man's neck, passionately pulling him closer and pushing his tongue inside Yunho's mouth to engage in a hungry kiss.
"I still love you so much Yunho-yah," Jaejoong whispered, tears of relief falling from his doe eyes and Yunho kissed him back, easily lifting Jaejoong up to carry across the room, "I've been dreaming about you showing up at my doorstep, this feels so unreal..."
Everything was like it was supposed to be again, Yunho laid Jaejoong down on the mattress and got between his legs to lie on top of him and kissed the beautiful man again. Jaejoong was clinging to his back, trying to keep him close with all his strenght and Yunho found he had missed even the little nail marks their love making always left on his skin.
Kissing just wasn't enough and Jaejoong took Yunho's shirt off to touch the other man's tanned chest with his lips before working on opening his pants. Yunho didn't take the time to properly undress the blonde, he wanted to get inside Jaejoong as soon as possible so he just pushed Jaejoong's tank top to his armpits and slid the sweatpants off his hips, while kissing Jaejoong's nipple ring and playing with it a little.
Jaejoong was surprisingly silent, he was only breathing faster like he was extremely nervous and clutching Yunho's hair with both of his hands. Yunho found it endearing when Jaejoong wasn't making a show for him, but only concentrating on feeling Yunho's touch on his skin again. Gently Yunho spread Jaejoong's legs a little wider and slipped a hand to his behind, his fingers grazing the tight entrance between Jaejoong's milky buttocks.
They looked into each other's eyes as Yunho's first finger pressed inside, Jaejoong bit his lower lip trying to hold back his moans. It had been a while since Jaejoong's last time having sex and it felt a little uncomfortable as Yunho's second finger pushed inside without lubrication.
"The lube... It's still under the matress," Jaejoong whispered, too afraid to speak out loud, because it still felt like a dream to him. Yunho was back again, making love to him like all the bad things never happened and it made Jaejoong feel better than any drugs ever had. Immediately reaching for the lube, Yunho kissed Jaejoong's forehead gently before pushing the now slick fingers back inside. Taking his time, Yunho moved the fingers in and out, stretching the tight muscle for something bigger.
Jaejoong's body was covered in sweat and his legs shook, but he wasn't telling Yunho to hurry like normally, because this time, he wanted to feel everything even more than before. He was so close to coming from having Yunho's fingers deep inside him, his pre-cum had already made a wet spot on his lower stomach. Yunho's eyes were on his body, admiring every muscle and curve on Jaejoong's slender physique, their eyes meeting shortly between the kisses and the caresses.
"Don't hold back," Yunho said, finally pulling his fingers away after preparing the older man and carefully guiding his erection to enter Jaejoong's body - already so close to climaxing after the fingering.
A loud moan left Jaejoong's lips when Yunho's length spread him open after such a long time and he grabbed the other man's shoulders to keep him close. Suddenly Yunho realized they wouldn't be seeing each other in a while, Jaejoong now had his school and Yunho was trying to find a new job and it made him feel a little desperate to feel as much of the other man as possible. Slowly moving his hips, Yunho enjoyed the tight warmth of Jaejoong's body while looking at the beautiful man he was making love to.
Jaejoong was smiling and crying at the same time as he looked at the man above him, Yunho smiled back at him and kissed him gently, then thrusting inside Jaejoong's body faster. The blonde was moaning more and more as Yunho's pace became even faster and just like that, Jaejoong came between their bodies, the white semen staining their stomachs. The body around Yunho's arousal tightened when Jaejoong rode out his orgasm, his eyes rolling into the back of his skull from all the pleasure as he moaned Yunho's name.
Slowing down a little to prevent himself from coming, Yunho teased Jaejoong's pierced nipple with his tongue, biting the piece of metal and twisting it harshly - Jaejoong moaned again, his body over sensitive after coming. Yunho was enchanted by the other man's beauty, he had imagined fucking the other man plenty of times during the last two months but his imagination hadn't done him justice.
Jaejoong's bleached hair was messy and clinging to his forehead but his white skin was flushed pink from all the sensations and the rosy lips and nipples stood out from the otherwise pale complexion. How in the world had he almost let this man go, Yunho had no clue what had gotten into him and regret filled him, but then Jaejoong's hands were on his face, pulling him closer to share a kiss.
"I love you, I love you, I love you," Jaejoong smiled against Yunho's lips, lifting his hips to meet the other man's thrusts, "Don't think about anything, there's only us."
"I love you too," Yunho breathed, feeling the other man already hard against his stomach again. Completely aware of how sexy he looked, Jaejoong slid his fingers through the mess on his stomach and raised his fingers to Yunho's lips, pushing the digits inside Yunho's mouth for him to taste his release.
"Fuck Jaejoong," Yunho cursed when Jaejoong opened his own mouth to suck on the fingers himself and fluttered his eyelashes at the man above him. It was like on the first night they'd had together, Jaejoong seemed so confident again, just like he was supposed to be. That send Yunho over the edge as well and he came hard inside Jaejoong, not bothering to restrain his moans when Jaejoong clenched his muscles as Yunho's cum filled him.
They stayed like that for a few minutes, both trying to catch their breaths enough to start again. Jaejoong's fingers were drawing invisible patterns to Yunho's shoulders, his nails then digging into the flesh when Yunho kissed him, hungry for more.
"I sold the company," Yunho told him between the kisses, "I have enough money to start writing full time and trying to find a better job..."
"That's wonderful," Jaejoong smiled, "I expect you to be a succesful critic when I come back from Japan."
"Will you give me an answer when we meet again?" Yunho breathed against Jaejoong's lips, moving his hips a little, "If you still want to be with me?"
"I will," Jaejoong promised, "Now shut up and fuck me again."
They spent the whole night in bed talking and having sex, not wanting to sleep because in the morning, Jaejoong would have to leave the city. When it was the time to go, Yunho drove Jaejoong with all his suitcases to the airport, kissing him goodbye until Jaejoong absolutely had to go. Even though they didn't know when they'd meet again, Yunho wasn't feeling sad.
He was so grateful for the one night with Jaejoong again, luck had been on his side for once. If he hadn't visited the other man that day, it would have been too late after that and Jaejoong would've moved away - maybe finding someone else to love from Japan.
It took them another three months to meet again, Yunho flew to Japan on a day when the first snow of that winter messed up Tokyo's train schedules, but Jaejoong was waiting for him at the Narita airport, dressed in a black coat, beanie and military boots - looking like the art student he was. He waved happily when he saw Yunho approaching with his suitcase, but Yunho suddenly felt scared - what if Jaejoong didn't want to be with him after all?
Stopping just before the other man, Yunho put his suitcase on the ground and smiled, not sure whether it was okay to hug the other man in a public place like that.
"So, did I fly here to get rejected?" Yunho asked carefully when Jaejoong didn't launch at him immediately, but then there was a blonde hottie in his arms, embracing him, soft lips pressing against Yunho's and Jaejoong said:
"You stupid, stupid man," as he kissed Yunho senseless.
END