Silver

Nov 05, 2009 02:19

 It's good.  That's what I think anyway.. My life that is.. I feel like it's going very well and I shouldn't really be upset about anything anymore.  I've got good friends, friends who by the way seem to hate each other right now because they're both silly, and I have a job and a plan.  I just need to stay focused on the important things.. So what if Jesse thinks I'm just a friend. That's fine.  I shouldn't really sweat it anymore, because really, it could be much worse.  I'm just a little on the excited side for tomorrow, I think I might get a little minor very tiny tattoo when he goes and gets his memorial tattoo for his nephew.  I think it's sweet and a very good idea.  I suppose I should be spending less time on him so I don't get too sucked in like I have been prone to do in the past, but I don't really want to..  It's nice to be around someone else who is so nice and thoughtful.  He doesn't take advantage of me, if anything he tries to let me take advantage of him, which is so crazily different from what I'm used to.  I'm looking forward to tomorrow in a hella big way.  I'm just nervous about getting too drunk around him..  I don't need anything really awkward to happen with him.  I'd hate to mess up this good thing we've got going on.

I think I'm done gushing... I'll going to close the evening with Motoko Kusanagi, Batou, Togusa, Ishikawa, Saitou, Borma, Pazu, Chief Aramaki, and the Tachikoma.  They make everything much better.
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