tired...
ha~ro. hisashiburi desu ne. *sigh* I am sick yet I am on the internet. Teehee. *sigh*
*sigh* I don’t know what’s with me... I feel there is something lacking. Something of great importance is missing. Sadly, I don’t know what it is. Krud. >< *sigh* tonikaku, may namimiss akong tao... at palagay ko alam na ng iba dyan kung sino yun ne... kahit ikaw Kaoru. Sinabi ko naman na sa ‘yo diba... bahaha bahaha bahaha... vv
*sigh* krud. Something is really wrong with me. These past few days, I can’t muster up the strength to laugh. Not even to smile. *sigh* I find it so hard. Oh yah... something funny happened to me this week. The other day, I was drawing a map for my friend because she’s going to my house to do a project. While I was drawing the map, I was busy labeling the landmarks when I suddenly stopped and asked aloud, Where is my house located? some looked at me in shock. Maybe they were thinking... What in hell? She doesn’t know the directions to her own house... weird. I can’t even remember landline numbers. Krud. *sigh* What’s happening to my memory... What if, I loose all my memories... what could possibly happen... *thinks* =_______=;; I don’t know.
Oh yah. For those who want to know if they are depressed or not, check if you have these symptoms:
01. when you suddenly feel: hopelessness, sadness, guilt
02. when you experience: fatigue and loss of appetite
03. when there is: weight gain or loss
04. when you have: hallucinations, delusions and morbid preoccupations
05. when you have LOW SELF-ESTEEM
06. when there is the presence of solitary feelings
07. and when there is General LOSS of INTEREST in LIFE
*SEVERE depression MAY lead to suicide.*
There. Those are the symptoms for depression. There are also different kinds of depression. But I won’t tackle them now because I am too tired to do so. *sigh* blast this song. Krud. nasuntok ko na yung buwan. Kaso, lumayo yung buwan imbis na makuha ko. At hanggang ngayon, malayo pa rin. Di pa bumabalik. *sigh*
Nantoshitemo, that is all for now. Ja. Bai-bai.
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EDIT: Today is the 14th of March and it is... *drum roll* WHITE DAY... Happy White Day. Salamat dun sa chocolate... hihi vv
*I live by my 6 D's: Deception, Dissention, Disorder, Destruction, Death, Doom.*
*sigh* I don’t know what’s with me... I feel there is something lacking. Something of great importance is missing. Sadly, I don’t know what it is. Krud. >< *sigh* tonikaku, may namimiss akong tao... at palagay ko alam na ng iba dyan kung sino yun ne... kahit ikaw Kaoru. Sinabi ko naman na sa ‘yo diba... bahaha bahaha bahaha... vv
*sigh* krud. Something is really wrong with me. These past few days, I can’t muster up the strength to laugh. Not even to smile. *sigh* I find it so hard. Oh yah... something funny happened to me this week. The other day, I was drawing a map for my friend because she’s going to my house to do a project. While I was drawing the map, I was busy labeling the landmarks when I suddenly stopped and asked aloud, Where is my house located? some looked at me in shock. Maybe they were thinking... What in hell? She doesn’t know the directions to her own house... weird. I can’t even remember landline numbers. Krud. *sigh* What’s happening to my memory... What if, I loose all my memories... what could possibly happen... *thinks* =_______=;; I don’t know.
Oh yah. For those who want to know if they are depressed or not, check if you have these symptoms:
01. when you suddenly feel: hopelessness, sadness, guilt
02. when you experience: fatigue and loss of appetite
03. when there is: weight gain or loss
04. when you have: hallucinations, delusions and morbid preoccupations
05. when you have LOW SELF-ESTEEM
06. when there is the presence of solitary feelings
07. and when there is General LOSS of INTEREST in LIFE
*SEVERE depression MAY lead to suicide.*
There. Those are the symptoms for depression. There are also different kinds of depression. But I won’t tackle them now because I am too tired to do so. *sigh* blast this song. Krud. nasuntok ko na yung buwan. Kaso, lumayo yung buwan imbis na makuha ko. At hanggang ngayon, malayo pa rin. Di pa bumabalik. *sigh*
Nantoshitemo, that is all for now. Ja. Bai-bai.
=_______________________________________________________=
EDIT: Today is the 14th of March and it is... *drum roll* WHITE DAY... Happy White Day. Salamat dun sa chocolate... hihi vv
*I live by my 6 D's: Deception, Dissention, Disorder, Destruction, Death, Doom.*