Out of touch with time.
I forgot to write this in the previous post, but when I thought about it a little, it didn't really seem to go along the lines with what I wrote before, so I started a new post.
It feels like I still haven't been able to blend back into time with school, and my life basically. When something like a minor or major project is due, I used to be able to feel the pressure of the time closing in, but this time, I feel very out of touch with time and life. I can't feel the pressures in society at all; maybe I'm just too free thanks to summer break? This summer felt different from the ones before. There were a few tragic happenings, but aside from that it felt...surreal? There wasn't much pressure to be suppressed by, and I my parents didn't really care about what I did. Well they would probably kill me if they found out, but they haven't so it's ALLLLLLL fine~
Now putting that aside, I still haven't gotten my 30 working/volunteering hours yet, but apparently my friend is signed up for this cooking club thing at my elementary school, and asked me to volunteer with her; but I was so lazy to go sign up myself, so I asked her to sign up for me.
[Edit]: And for some odd reason, I can never remember my own age, and I'm just a teenager.
It feels like I still haven't been able to blend back into time with school, and my life basically. When something like a minor or major project is due, I used to be able to feel the pressure of the time closing in, but this time, I feel very out of touch with time and life. I can't feel the pressures in society at all; maybe I'm just too free thanks to summer break? This summer felt different from the ones before. There were a few tragic happenings, but aside from that it felt...surreal? There wasn't much pressure to be suppressed by, and I my parents didn't really care about what I did. Well they would probably kill me if they found out, but they haven't so it's ALLLLLLL fine~
Now putting that aside, I still haven't gotten my 30 working/volunteering hours yet, but apparently my friend is signed up for this cooking club thing at my elementary school, and asked me to volunteer with her; but I was so lazy to go sign up myself, so I asked her to sign up for me.
[Edit]: And for some odd reason, I can never remember my own age, and I'm just a teenager.