(no subject)
i woke up at 6 am, on the couch (i passed out there), unable to move. i had this terrible pain in my hip, under the surface but not in my joints. my first sleepy terrified thought was that a huge network of blood vessels had burst. then i wondered if i'd been voodooed. trying to roll over was too painful. i laid there and tried to stretch it (a centimetre or so was all i could manage) for a while before i could kind of roll off the couch and prop myself up to a walking position. it took me 5 minutes to take off my stockings. thankfully the bed is hip height so i could flop in pretty easily.
now, i'm still a mess. it hurts to cross my legs! fuck, i didn't even do anything, i worked last night, came home, hung out with ronan, and passed out in front of cold case files or some other such thing.
ah... such a feeb...
i dreamt i was in japan last night. i was watching the sky, it was moving, in reds and blacks and browns and greys, and then i realized it was the ocean, which came up in a wave, falling ankle deep on the sidewalk. there were white sand beaches where i was, and lots of slugs. and i was barefoot.
now, i'm still a mess. it hurts to cross my legs! fuck, i didn't even do anything, i worked last night, came home, hung out with ronan, and passed out in front of cold case files or some other such thing.
ah... such a feeb...
i dreamt i was in japan last night. i was watching the sky, it was moving, in reds and blacks and browns and greys, and then i realized it was the ocean, which came up in a wave, falling ankle deep on the sidewalk. there were white sand beaches where i was, and lots of slugs. and i was barefoot.