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Nov 23, 2006 10:29

It doesn't even feel like Thanksgiving this morning. The house is quiet, my head is hurting, and I have regret. I've never had to make this kind of decision before and I think I chose wrong. I think seeing her, even for only a few minutes, would have been the right way to celebrate Thanksgiving. I guess this will be the year I look back on and say I made a mistake. Because I did.

Thanksgiving is about giving thanks. Its about friends and family. Its about spending a day with the people we love and giving thanks for everything all through the year. We should be thankful year round, but this day is the day we should show it most. The day is dedicated to it.

It is too late to change the decision I made. I wish I could. I wish I could see her. I wish I could see all of them. My 'online' friends are the dearest people I have in my life. And I hate the term 'online friends'... Because they are my friends online and offline. I love them the same no matter what I'm doing or where I'm at. I think of them every day. When I go through spells of not getting online I miss them. When they go through spells of not getting online I miss them.

Gillian, Tasha, Lindi, Heather, Wane, Alyssa, Paul, Alex, Kim, and even Katie(But I wonder why for her. Heh) I'm thinking of you today. I think of you every day, but today a good reason for my celebrating Thanksgiving is because of you. All of you.
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