The seasons to change.
Haven't updated in a long time. Single again. I bought a cocktail table and dishes and all that.. Erica calls me domestic... why all the stuff??
I'm getting an apartment! I'll be moving in with Surerus at Village on the Park. Move in date is 10-7. So i've been going through stuff and packing. Found piles of notes.. makes me think back to when I was happier. I can't believe i saved those for this long. I read them and I remember.. Things were hard for me and I went through some trouble, but I wouldn't have traded it for the world.
Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
It seems like yesterday
That we were making plans
For the future
But it's been so long
Since I have known the truth
These dreams we've left abandoned
And I'm haunted by your face
And the memory of your kisses
Sweet kisses
Do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
Do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
We swore that we would never end
We knew our love transcend space and time
These memories slip away
The ghost of what we were
Is fading
But there is no more pain
Which is funny 'cause that night
I was dying
Now I don't even recognize
The girl I swore that someday
I would marry
However things indeed change. Maybe I won't throw those away so hastily.
As of late i am more introverted.. keeping things to myself. Hell, I've been busy but I stopped using that as an excuse last year. It became part of my life and I let that happen. However it's fall. During this time of the year you tend to look back. Fall resembles the death of an era.. a cap to the present summer that you just enjoyed. You do look back and reflect on everything... perhaps more than I should.
I'm getting an apartment! I'll be moving in with Surerus at Village on the Park. Move in date is 10-7. So i've been going through stuff and packing. Found piles of notes.. makes me think back to when I was happier. I can't believe i saved those for this long. I read them and I remember.. Things were hard for me and I went through some trouble, but I wouldn't have traded it for the world.
Do you ever wonder where
We would be if we'd have tried
A little harder?
It seems like yesterday
That we were making plans
For the future
But it's been so long
Since I have known the truth
These dreams we've left abandoned
And I'm haunted by your face
And the memory of your kisses
Sweet kisses
Do you remember?
I still remember so much
I remember never feeling so alive
Do you remember?
I still can't forget your touch
We swore that we would never end
We knew our love transcend space and time
These memories slip away
The ghost of what we were
Is fading
But there is no more pain
Which is funny 'cause that night
I was dying
Now I don't even recognize
The girl I swore that someday
I would marry
However things indeed change. Maybe I won't throw those away so hastily.
As of late i am more introverted.. keeping things to myself. Hell, I've been busy but I stopped using that as an excuse last year. It became part of my life and I let that happen. However it's fall. During this time of the year you tend to look back. Fall resembles the death of an era.. a cap to the present summer that you just enjoyed. You do look back and reflect on everything... perhaps more than I should.