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i feel like im breaking down, my dad doesnt talk to me, he thinks im like crazy or whatever and that im suicidal, but fuck him ! work is alright, im a asshole now to customers, sometimes you just gotta show them whos boss,i kinda asked my exgf back out, i kinda got rejected, that hurts, but o well its fun being let down. I just feel like my head is spinning and the world is going by fast, i just wanna cut my fucken head off seriously.. i wish i was like 12, the age where i didnt deal with any shit from anyone. i always have bitter heart songs in my head lately, i hate the whole circular parade deal, but we all date and move on and get happi and sad and get fucked over.. but o well, i wish i didnt have a car, bc i think im gonna use that for my death bed, life sux ............