T.T <- literally

[hatorilover13]

Far -- knowing you'r far away
I couldnt make you (stay)
Afterwards im loosing my mind
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They say, time is your past.
Still here - with bleeding skye's
Cant turn, turn back the time.
Im loosing my mind
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Why it - still feels the same? - to hear you calling her name?
Cant turn, turn back the time
Im loosing my mind
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Far -- Knowing you'r far away
I couldnt make you stay
Afterwards im loosing my mind

Far -- Knowing you'r far away
I feel like im in chain's
Afterwards im loosing my mind
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(mind,mind,mind)
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I tried, tried to call you, but somehow -- I never got through
Maybe -- I am too blind
Im loosing my (mind)

Why it -- Still feels the same
To realise, there's no one to blame?
Cant turn -- Turn back the time
Im loosing my mind
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(loosing my mind)
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Far! -- Knowing you'r far away
I couldnt make you stay
Afterwards im loosing my mind

Far! -- Knowing you'r far away
I fell like im in chain's
Afterwards im loosing my mind

Far! (far) -- Knowing you'r far away
I couldnt make you stay
Afterwards im loosing my mind

Far! (far) -- Knowing you'r far away
I feel like im in chain's
Afterwards im loosing my mind..

I'm so sad.....I just realized....I have to let go of my little sister.  It really hurts, but in a good way.  umm, maybe this'll help:

last person 2: i thought it'd be yuko.
last person 2: lol.
Kuroda Michiyo: lolz, well I dunno
Kuroda Michiyo: I haven't tried
last person 2: oh okay
Kuroda Michiyo: has he responded to your emails?
last person 2: no
last person 2: i never email him
Kuroda Michiyo: oh
Kuroda Michiyo: lolz
last person 2: he doesn't like me very much
Kuroda Michiyo: ^^;;;
last person 2: i think he emails me cuz I'm Jess's friend
Kuroda Michiyo: ah
last person 2: CENSORED. sorry everyone.
Kuroda Michiyo: o_O
last person 2: for some reason, that makes me really sad.
Kuroda Michiyo: yeah...
last person 2: its like....letting go of your little sister....only worse.
Kuroda Michiyo: *nods*
last person 2: like....my eyes are watering.
Kuroda Michiyo: hm...

umm, i dunno how much that helped. heh....no but seriously.  I'm really sad.  I try to finally get in on what's happening cuz the other 2 people (i'm not naming anyone) and all "blah blah blah" and i'm in the dark...they know i am and I think...they might think I'd spaz in a bad way if I find out. so, yeah.

I'm giving you up sis. good luck out there, and don't hurt yourself okay?