Smoothing out some wrinkles in the story I just finished with all this holly I can't get rid off
Last night was the family christmas. It was a joyus occasion to be sure filled with cats playing with wrapping paper, my being mercilessly ridiculed for the horrific wrap job I always do on my presents (its hard damnit!) and sister cuddling. I love my little sister kind of more than anythings else. If we lived in the bible it would be the kind of wonderful platonic love that god was all like, you love your sister than more than me so I'm going to punish you now. And then I would tell god to shove it and die in a horrible horrible way. Hannah. If you still read this take that to heart. I would die of icky festering boils for you. So you had better not make me regret it.
In other news my mother cooked A MEAL. in caps! Chicken with oyster or fruit dressing, sausages in elderberry sauce, cheese/beer/mustard fondue, oysters rockafeller with spinch sauce, steamed broccoli in orange sauce, chocolate fondue with straweberries and fudge. I'm still suffering from it on this merry christmas morning but I am fine with that.
My christmas is however, over. I'm pretty much all alone today while travis is with his dad in cedar rapids and have realized that while I am done with swamp monsters... yeah. its got some wrinkles I need to smooth over. So maybe I'll do that in a bit. I'm kinda fighting a titch of sadness post the last night wind down. Travis went with me to my family christmas as a friend and we had a great time but then afterwards we were both very sad about things. By sad I mean maybe a little in turmoil. Both of us. But we talked through it and got to the point where what happened was we watched Scrubs on the television and I fell asleep in the living room on the couch. He never woke me up and slept on the love seat. So this christmas morning feels a little lonely but when he gets back from CR we'll have fun bitching about that side of his family (we're horrible for it but they really hate us!) and that will be fun. And maybe I'll get this story finally worked out.
in other words my cd player is on random and of all things has started playing dashboard confessional. ugh. why do I have them and why are they seeming to make such sense right now? gross. I'm gonna eat me some chocolate and pet my cats! Its gonna be great!
MIRRI CHRISTMAS AND THERE IS LOVE.
In other news my mother cooked A MEAL. in caps! Chicken with oyster or fruit dressing, sausages in elderberry sauce, cheese/beer/mustard fondue, oysters rockafeller with spinch sauce, steamed broccoli in orange sauce, chocolate fondue with straweberries and fudge. I'm still suffering from it on this merry christmas morning but I am fine with that.
My christmas is however, over. I'm pretty much all alone today while travis is with his dad in cedar rapids and have realized that while I am done with swamp monsters... yeah. its got some wrinkles I need to smooth over. So maybe I'll do that in a bit. I'm kinda fighting a titch of sadness post the last night wind down. Travis went with me to my family christmas as a friend and we had a great time but then afterwards we were both very sad about things. By sad I mean maybe a little in turmoil. Both of us. But we talked through it and got to the point where what happened was we watched Scrubs on the television and I fell asleep in the living room on the couch. He never woke me up and slept on the love seat. So this christmas morning feels a little lonely but when he gets back from CR we'll have fun bitching about that side of his family (we're horrible for it but they really hate us!) and that will be fun. And maybe I'll get this story finally worked out.
in other words my cd player is on random and of all things has started playing dashboard confessional. ugh. why do I have them and why are they seeming to make such sense right now? gross. I'm gonna eat me some chocolate and pet my cats! Its gonna be great!
MIRRI CHRISTMAS AND THERE IS LOVE.