Dec 03, 2008 15:21
I made cookies drank a whole freaking pot of coffee last night and wrote a bunch. also I arranged my study while listening to a shitload of Queen and now its really nice to be in the room I am in. Also Queen is playing right now so yey. I'm out for a walk in a little bit and then I'll either start in on Kirstens book or do write-y publish-y things.
My thoughts are few and far between so far on this chilly afternoon and I think the cold air will do me good and make me appreciate being alive and once I get back being warm. That is one thing Iowa winter is good for. I miss portland and kind of feel like fading away into the misty rain that was always there. Drift around in water droplet for awhile and avoid my higher consciousness that comes with being this bag of bones and flesh and bloody stuff we call human beings. No offense to other human beings. I just like the idea of being distant and out of sorts for awhile. But mists don't really cuddle or read books or curl up with cups of coffee or get whiskey with friends and make silly faces and stories. So I'll be back to join reality rose-cheeked in about an hour.