since by the bones they broke we can tell new weather
I don't really reccommend reading this if your celebratory mood is easily spoiled.
From Zoli, by Colum McCann:
SINCE BY THE BONES THEY BROKE WE CAN TELL NEW WEATHER: WHAT WE SAW UNDER THE HLINKAS IN '42 AND '43
What sharp stones lifted our wheels,
What high skies came to rest on the ground.
On a golden morning the river turned
And two uniforms appeared at our backs.
We asked by what roads we could escape--
They showed us the narrowest one.
Don't go look for bread, dark father,
You won't find bread under breadcrumbs.
The spring died at the furthest corner
And our song went into the mountains
Where it sounded along the ridges
Then put on a twice-removed hat.
We called this song the quiet
But it came answering back.
Some days we went looking for the sky
But, Lord, it was a long walk upwards.
Land of black forests we grew from you.
We found the sun in your branches,
Warm shelter in your roots,
A shirt, a hat, a belt in your moss.
Now it is raining and raining so hard,
Who can make our black ground dry?
The hour of our wandering has been
And passed and been and passed again.
They drove our wagons onto the ice
And tinged the white lake with fires,
So when the cold began to crack
The cheers went up from the Hlinkas.
We forced our best horses forward
But they skidded, bloody, to the shore.
My land, we are your children,
Shore up the ice, make it freeze!
The women came to their windows
To see what was up the road ahead.
They threw out the fire's ashes
So that some might rise in the wind.
The darkest birds of winter
Told others not to follow behind.
The snow fell large and white
And buried our wheels center deep.
How soft the road underfoot,
The branches gray and bare.
Light through light in the treetops
Warned other light not to return.
We had been everything to the forest
Except enemy and danger.
How many times the trees bowed
In our long and dark marching.
They loaded the railway trains
Until the springs went flat.
We heard the moaning of Gypsy children
Too hungry to sleep or dream.
Even those who stayed alive
Found a grave in each survival.
In all the white fields and forests
Old sorrows called out the new.
At the gate two wooden poles,
Out of which nothing could be carved,
Not a spoon, a moon, nor a Gypsy sky,
Not a swift or an owl or another flight.
We went through them single file,
Our faces turned to the sky.
Who could tell the time from the stars
If the roof was an inch from their eyes?
A child's black fingers descened upon a moth
That descended upon a candleflame.
The winter was closing in
Cold and fast and blue.
We dreamed of a better place
Just above the roof of the pines.
Yet some small splinter of shade
Was nothing but another shadow.
We carried the streams of streams through seasons.
What sorrow and terrible wailing were heard
In all your lonely downcast corners,
Auschwitz, Majdanek, Thieresenstadt, Łódź.
Who gave them such places, O Lord,
Right on the edge of the black forests?
We were taken in through their gates,
They let us up through their chimneys.
Gentle mother, make no friend
With the snake that even the snake hates.
You ask why this song doesn't speak
To you of dreams and of opened gates?
Come and see the fallen wheels
On the ground and deep in the darkest mud.
Look at our fallen homes
And all the Jews and Gypsies broken!
But don't leave behind the dead,
With whom we shared our hunger.
Don't let the snakes go free
Of what they wanted us to be.
Icicles eaten from the wire in winter
Will not freeze our tongues with weight.
We are watching still, brother,
The bend in the distant corner.
The bell that has been pealing
Is not the bell you ehard before.
We will tear it to the ground
And use the old forged brass.
It will take us back around
The long five-cornered road.
I speak from the mossy earth to you--
Sound our your mouth's violin!
The song of the wandering is in all the trees
And is heard in the last stars of daybreak.
It ripples in the bend of the river
Turning backwards towards us again.
Soon you shall see nothing in the chimney
Except silence and dim twilight.
The sky is red and the morning is too--
All is red on the horizon, Comrade!
Old Romani mother, don't hide your earrings,
Your coins, your sons, your dreams,
Not even inside your golden teeth,
And tell this to hell's dark brother:
When he goes collecting
He won't take any more of us along.
Who has said that your voice will be strange
To those who have risen from you?
Sun and moon and torn sarlight,
Wagon and chicken and badger and knife,
All the sorrows have been heard
By those who suffered alongside us.
You who were sad at evening
Will be happy now at dawn.
Since by they bones they broke
We can tell new weather.
When we die and turn to rain
We shall stay nearby a little while
Before we go on falling.
We shall stay in the shade of the mossy oak
Where we have walked
And cried and walked and wandered.
Zoli Novotna
Bratislava, September 1957
From Zoli, by Colum McCann:
SINCE BY THE BONES THEY BROKE WE CAN TELL NEW WEATHER: WHAT WE SAW UNDER THE HLINKAS IN '42 AND '43
What sharp stones lifted our wheels,
What high skies came to rest on the ground.
On a golden morning the river turned
And two uniforms appeared at our backs.
We asked by what roads we could escape--
They showed us the narrowest one.
Don't go look for bread, dark father,
You won't find bread under breadcrumbs.
The spring died at the furthest corner
And our song went into the mountains
Where it sounded along the ridges
Then put on a twice-removed hat.
We called this song the quiet
But it came answering back.
Some days we went looking for the sky
But, Lord, it was a long walk upwards.
Land of black forests we grew from you.
We found the sun in your branches,
Warm shelter in your roots,
A shirt, a hat, a belt in your moss.
Now it is raining and raining so hard,
Who can make our black ground dry?
The hour of our wandering has been
And passed and been and passed again.
They drove our wagons onto the ice
And tinged the white lake with fires,
So when the cold began to crack
The cheers went up from the Hlinkas.
We forced our best horses forward
But they skidded, bloody, to the shore.
My land, we are your children,
Shore up the ice, make it freeze!
The women came to their windows
To see what was up the road ahead.
They threw out the fire's ashes
So that some might rise in the wind.
The darkest birds of winter
Told others not to follow behind.
The snow fell large and white
And buried our wheels center deep.
How soft the road underfoot,
The branches gray and bare.
Light through light in the treetops
Warned other light not to return.
We had been everything to the forest
Except enemy and danger.
How many times the trees bowed
In our long and dark marching.
They loaded the railway trains
Until the springs went flat.
We heard the moaning of Gypsy children
Too hungry to sleep or dream.
Even those who stayed alive
Found a grave in each survival.
In all the white fields and forests
Old sorrows called out the new.
At the gate two wooden poles,
Out of which nothing could be carved,
Not a spoon, a moon, nor a Gypsy sky,
Not a swift or an owl or another flight.
We went through them single file,
Our faces turned to the sky.
Who could tell the time from the stars
If the roof was an inch from their eyes?
A child's black fingers descened upon a moth
That descended upon a candleflame.
The winter was closing in
Cold and fast and blue.
We dreamed of a better place
Just above the roof of the pines.
Yet some small splinter of shade
Was nothing but another shadow.
We carried the streams of streams through seasons.
What sorrow and terrible wailing were heard
In all your lonely downcast corners,
Auschwitz, Majdanek, Thieresenstadt, Łódź.
Who gave them such places, O Lord,
Right on the edge of the black forests?
We were taken in through their gates,
They let us up through their chimneys.
Gentle mother, make no friend
With the snake that even the snake hates.
You ask why this song doesn't speak
To you of dreams and of opened gates?
Come and see the fallen wheels
On the ground and deep in the darkest mud.
Look at our fallen homes
And all the Jews and Gypsies broken!
But don't leave behind the dead,
With whom we shared our hunger.
Don't let the snakes go free
Of what they wanted us to be.
Icicles eaten from the wire in winter
Will not freeze our tongues with weight.
We are watching still, brother,
The bend in the distant corner.
The bell that has been pealing
Is not the bell you ehard before.
We will tear it to the ground
And use the old forged brass.
It will take us back around
The long five-cornered road.
I speak from the mossy earth to you--
Sound our your mouth's violin!
The song of the wandering is in all the trees
And is heard in the last stars of daybreak.
It ripples in the bend of the river
Turning backwards towards us again.
Soon you shall see nothing in the chimney
Except silence and dim twilight.
The sky is red and the morning is too--
All is red on the horizon, Comrade!
Old Romani mother, don't hide your earrings,
Your coins, your sons, your dreams,
Not even inside your golden teeth,
And tell this to hell's dark brother:
When he goes collecting
He won't take any more of us along.
Who has said that your voice will be strange
To those who have risen from you?
Sun and moon and torn sarlight,
Wagon and chicken and badger and knife,
All the sorrows have been heard
By those who suffered alongside us.
You who were sad at evening
Will be happy now at dawn.
Since by they bones they broke
We can tell new weather.
When we die and turn to rain
We shall stay nearby a little while
Before we go on falling.
We shall stay in the shade of the mossy oak
Where we have walked
And cried and walked and wandered.
Zoli Novotna
Bratislava, September 1957