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so here i am.it's 419am. im working. The world is asleep...except for truckers, cabbies, people p00ning and me. yay.
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So im schedualed to work every thursday, friday and saturday. Yes, this sounds fucked up...but in actuality...i planned this shit. this is what i wanted. a reason NOT to go out. Here i am...not going out...making money instead. Yet...i find myself regreting my choice almost immidiatly. isnt that hillarious. well, im going to tough this shit out. THis is what i need.
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So, i got my first weightloss comment from mario a couple days ago...that was pretty awesome...but sure enough i started slippin again. i havent exercised all week long. i've been fucking up on my diet. same old shit. well tommorow im going back on hardcore.
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i was in the bathroom at boarders bookstore the other night washing my hands in one of those "one hand does not wash the other" kinda sinks, i was thinking about how much i hated that kind of sink...and then it hit me. I should totally keep a daily log...every day write one thing that i cant stand..then after a while i'll have a nice fat book o' hate. Then i started thinking about how horrid that would be...especially if i died in a car accident or something...they reach in my pockets looking for some kind of identification and they come across my book o' hate and just think about what a bitter person i am. So, i decided everyday im going to write 1 entry about something i hate...and 1 entry about something i love. I need to go get one of those pocket journals or something...cuz the moment will have passed once i get home on the nerd box. yeah.
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ugh, im starting to get tired...this is not good.
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So im schedualed to work every thursday, friday and saturday. Yes, this sounds fucked up...but in actuality...i planned this shit. this is what i wanted. a reason NOT to go out. Here i am...not going out...making money instead. Yet...i find myself regreting my choice almost immidiatly. isnt that hillarious. well, im going to tough this shit out. THis is what i need.
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So, i got my first weightloss comment from mario a couple days ago...that was pretty awesome...but sure enough i started slippin again. i havent exercised all week long. i've been fucking up on my diet. same old shit. well tommorow im going back on hardcore.
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i was in the bathroom at boarders bookstore the other night washing my hands in one of those "one hand does not wash the other" kinda sinks, i was thinking about how much i hated that kind of sink...and then it hit me. I should totally keep a daily log...every day write one thing that i cant stand..then after a while i'll have a nice fat book o' hate. Then i started thinking about how horrid that would be...especially if i died in a car accident or something...they reach in my pockets looking for some kind of identification and they come across my book o' hate and just think about what a bitter person i am. So, i decided everyday im going to write 1 entry about something i hate...and 1 entry about something i love. I need to go get one of those pocket journals or something...cuz the moment will have passed once i get home on the nerd box. yeah.
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ugh, im starting to get tired...this is not good.