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i think it was a mistake to watch "things to do in denver when your dead" while i am fully depressed.
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I keep wondering how to get out of this mess. I wish i could just go back to driving truck. it was so easier. I just wish there was some way without screwing people. I feel trapped especially knowing that none of this was done by my design or wish.
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I feel so damn fucked off. tonight was kinda a bummer in so many different ways. yesturdays arguing started with that one conversation, leading to the movie hitch which was a romantic comedy ...yay, leading to pictures of a weekend i woulda prefered forgotton.
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I keep wondering how to get out of this mess. I wish i could just go back to driving truck. it was so easier. I just wish there was some way without screwing people. I feel trapped especially knowing that none of this was done by my design or wish.
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I feel so damn fucked off. tonight was kinda a bummer in so many different ways. yesturdays arguing started with that one conversation, leading to the movie hitch which was a romantic comedy ...yay, leading to pictures of a weekend i woulda prefered forgotton.