so sad
well, i found out that today is the day that Kurt Cobain died exactly 10 years ago. i've been meaning to ask somebody when he died, but i guess i don't have to now.
i find it kind of weird though. this morning, before i found out, i planned on wearing my nirvana shirt. and then i remembered Friday and how much i missed listening to my Nirvana CD, so i thought i'd listen to it again. but i couldn't find my CDs.. and i went into my brother's room to see if they were there (sometimes my dad puts my stereo/CD in there from the bathroom), and i found this book of my brother's. "Come As You Are, the story of Nirvana". so i thought that was pretty neat, and i started reading it today. (almost on chapter 3! :D long chapters, remember that. and i read the begining bit that's like.. as big as a chapter itself!). and then i came down here and found out that today is the day that Kurt Cobain died. and i thought it was weird that i did everything Nirvana related today. O__o. hmmm.
but yeah. anyways. i think it's sad. sooo sad. i can't believe he's been dead for 10 years! i mean. that's when i was 4/5 years old he died. why couldn't i have been like.. 7/8 years older? i would have been able to see them LIVE in concert! i would have seen Kurt Cobain, man! that would be FUCKING AWESOME. i remember my brother taped something off Much Music when Kurt Cobain was there live (actually, it was a re-run. i was about 8ish) and he was performing "Lithium" (i believe) all by his self on an acoustic. ahhh.. that's so.. grrr! i can't believe he's fuckin' dead >=( and i don't believe all that suicide crap, either! i go by what my sister says:
Courtney Love forced suicide on him. he was so fucked up on drugs that she just said "go kill yourself", and he did. i dunno. that's what i think. heart attack, what?
yeah...
i find it kind of weird though. this morning, before i found out, i planned on wearing my nirvana shirt. and then i remembered Friday and how much i missed listening to my Nirvana CD, so i thought i'd listen to it again. but i couldn't find my CDs.. and i went into my brother's room to see if they were there (sometimes my dad puts my stereo/CD in there from the bathroom), and i found this book of my brother's. "Come As You Are, the story of Nirvana". so i thought that was pretty neat, and i started reading it today. (almost on chapter 3! :D long chapters, remember that. and i read the begining bit that's like.. as big as a chapter itself!). and then i came down here and found out that today is the day that Kurt Cobain died. and i thought it was weird that i did everything Nirvana related today. O__o. hmmm.
but yeah. anyways. i think it's sad. sooo sad. i can't believe he's been dead for 10 years! i mean. that's when i was 4/5 years old he died. why couldn't i have been like.. 7/8 years older? i would have been able to see them LIVE in concert! i would have seen Kurt Cobain, man! that would be FUCKING AWESOME. i remember my brother taped something off Much Music when Kurt Cobain was there live (actually, it was a re-run. i was about 8ish) and he was performing "Lithium" (i believe) all by his self on an acoustic. ahhh.. that's so.. grrr! i can't believe he's fuckin' dead >=( and i don't believe all that suicide crap, either! i go by what my sister says:
Courtney Love forced suicide on him. he was so fucked up on drugs that she just said "go kill yourself", and he did. i dunno. that's what i think. heart attack, what?
yeah...