i'm having a hard time figuring out where the lines of relativity are in everything as of late. everything is equally nothing. empathy is distancing while apathy is eating me. all the while i'm listening to the lies they teach subliminally. defining me, the dying being. what's born free to die in chains. lost in illusion.
some of you i haven't talked to in quite a while now. that sucks. i guess that's life though. there's alot of shit that's gone down, most of which will never be spoken of again. it's much better that way. i've learned alot, but i'm not sure quite what. i'm sorry i don't email people individually very much. i really don't spend much time online these days. please keep in touch, life is short. any of us could go at any moment. relationships make us human. i have a problem with most of them, so you all are the only ones i continue. too much shit to say, so i guess i'm on my way.
later, doug
I wish I could be..... where ever he is.