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hatethecoldness

last night

Mar 11, 2004 08:02

last night i got a call from someone and it couldnt have been worse timming i was having fun sitting playing halo with my friends really just kinda cutting loose for the first time in awhile. the way things have been latly i have been all stressed about money issues and with my grandmother dieing, and it really felt good to just chill no worryes. ( Read more... )

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a very long comment... evil_vixen March 11 2004, 06:39:10 UTC

Of course I am going to read it, doofas. Thats what I do.

Now listen...the only reason I have been "freakin out" is because we had some things we needed to talk about, and it just seems like the more we put it off, the worse thigns are getting, you know what I mean? SO I just wanted to see you and resolve everything and make things all wonderful again.

I hinestly do not even remember what it was that I was upset about in the first place, I just know that since then things have erupted into a ridiculous drama that is so not necessary. I know its mostly my fault, and I apoligize for that. I just feel like you have been sort of ignoring me...and I know this is not your fault with not having a means of contacting the outside world and all, but I can't help feeling left out when I know you are out having fun with your friends and I am just sitting at home updating my livejournal 10 times a night, ha. You just seemed so unenthused about me coming over today, and I spent all day being like "yay, tomorrow I get to see my Brian =)" so I guess I was just expecting you to be more on my level of excitement or something????
Please don't just "let go" of this. I so don't want to be the source of drama, and I am really sorry that I have been. You are not the only reason I have had a horrible week, and I have had no one to vent to, so I guess that is sort of adding on to my freaking out-ness.
I don't know. This is getting way too long, sorry. Damn, I think its longer than your post. Guess I needed to vent, too.

<3<3<3

Re: a very long comment... hatethecoldness March 11 2004, 07:21:18 UTC

look i know we need to talk but today prolly isnt going to be the day i have a birthday party to go to. I am sorry i didnt say anything last night but i forgot and thats why i didnt want to give you a straight answer last night about it. i am still planning on calling you but it might not be till later. like say around lunch time. If you want me to hang in there then your going to have to hang in as well ya know. The more you push me to drop stuff the more i am leaning towards getting away. Its not that i dont wana chill its a matter of me trying to fit all of the things i need to do in a small time frame. when i was out of work i had all the time to deal with my stuff and see everyone with no worry of time. now i have to be in bed at a certian time so i have less time to chill and such with my peeps. i will call youand wecan talk more then...

Re: a very long comment... evil_vixen March 11 2004, 07:52:12 UTC

I understand that. I do, cause I am in the same boat.

My immediate question is "can I come?"

Not to be clingy or obnoxious or anything. Just to chill. Just to have an evening of normalcy.

I am almost positive that you're immediate reaction to that is "NO, ya dumb bitch, you can't come!" But well, I figured I'd ask anyway.

I am trying to be light hearted and whatnot, and maybe like I said just chillin and being normal might be a good thing, ya know? Not ignoring the situation or anything like that, just...chillin.

I don't know why I am replying to this when you said you're gonna call me. Being impatient is just the way I am =)

Re: a very long comment... evil_vixen March 11 2004, 08:15:57 UTC

OH...and plus I look hot today, and I don't want to be all dressed up with no place to go. Ya feel me?

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