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I still have these terrible mind rattling nightmares about my fucking shit ass ex. Amanda is in them as my current girlfriend, but the fat-no-conscience-life-sucking-life-ruining-money-grubbing-materialistic-whore-of-a-beast plays the roll, of, well, a fat-no-conscience-life-sucking-life-ruining-money-grubbing-materialistic-whore-of-a-beast. She fucked my life up so bad, that even in my dreams she seems to find a way. That's what she does in my dreams too, fuck up my life, she does things like taking our furniture, empty my house, have people hunt us down, etc. Argh, every nightmare I've had is her, fucking with me and amanda and the dreams pester me the rest of the day through, making me feel nauseous all the day long. I wish i would of never fucking met her. I would like the last however many of years back, plus the recent nights too. Fucking cunt.
Anyway, things are beginning to look up. Amanda and I are getting along great. We stay up late at night and read books together. Then she starts snoring, and scaring me half to death with said snoring on occasion. She sounds like, I dunno, something in a Japanese Horror movie. Lily is a dork. A big dork who has no idea that not all dogs are as nice as she is.
Amanda (not Lily) made me a carrot cake for my birthday, it's huge, so i have carrot cake every day. The only things that really stresses us out are the bills. Bills, Bills, Bills. oh well, fact of life, Death and Taxes, RIGHT?
I have to go, Lily is trying to eat my breakfast. yeah, i know i'll end up giving it to her probably. shoosh
mahalo
-chris
Anyway, things are beginning to look up. Amanda and I are getting along great. We stay up late at night and read books together. Then she starts snoring, and scaring me half to death with said snoring on occasion. She sounds like, I dunno, something in a Japanese Horror movie. Lily is a dork. A big dork who has no idea that not all dogs are as nice as she is.
Amanda (not Lily) made me a carrot cake for my birthday, it's huge, so i have carrot cake every day. The only things that really stresses us out are the bills. Bills, Bills, Bills. oh well, fact of life, Death and Taxes, RIGHT?
I have to go, Lily is trying to eat my breakfast. yeah, i know i'll end up giving it to her probably. shoosh
mahalo
-chris