God It Feels Good To Be A Gangster
So i have not updated in quite awhile been having some emtional issues(Go Figure) anyway i think they reached the brink the other day when i was in school. I was doing this test and evedentally me faling this test led me to all the failures in my life and I jusr started to uncontrobaly sob and ran out of the room. I went to the counslers office and could not stop crying (i think its good) so the counsler told me you either calm down or we are sending to Johnson County Mental Health Clinic. I started to calm down about 10 mins later and she suggested i go so a friend of her's who is a counsler named Dr. Baker.
Crystal took me to see Dr.Baker and was kind enough to drive me into the fucking god nowhere of Overland Park to see him. The visit was good and I liked the doctor alot and he offered to take me on pro-bono and keep seeing me until i was better. For some reason after i dumbed my bullshit out it happened i was like damn that felt good. It was the best feeling to know that someone has your full attention and actually gives a fuck about what you talk about. Not that my friends dont but there is only so much they can listen to. Of course there is my family but you know I am not going to bother them since they are still having a hard time with it as well.
This is Where it Started
I got home and felt fucking great. My counsler from JCCC calls me and tells me that its ok if i drop the class that has been killing me which i did not think i couild drop becuase of full time staus and fincial aid blah blah blah. Then Dr. Baker calls me and tells me that through the Epilepsy Foundation that i can get free healtcare basically and would not have to pay for it and I was dear god that is awesome. Also tells me about SSI and how i could get benefits from them. So i was like god damn this is fucking awesome man all this good shit is happening.
I get a call today from FYE which is a game/movie/music store and they are like yeah ummmm we would like to setup an interview with you Monday at 3 i was like YES FUCKING THANK YOU.
Right now I am over at my friend Matts house and he is passed out cold and I am sitting here typing. He leaves for Fort Sill October 10th and then goes to Afghanistan after 3 months. The words to tell him that I am proud and that he has been avery loyal and trusting friend I cannot even find to tell him. He has been like a brother to me since the day i moved here and its going to be a hell of time when he is gone. So i would just like to say "your my brother and friend and not a day will go by without me thinking about and the great sacrifce you are making leaving your friends, family behind to go help people you do not even know and I love you like a brother".
Other than that everything is fine and I am actually doing ok. I am going to class on Tuesdays and Thursdays and probaly going to end up working to fill all the other time up so to my problems and bullshit i say bye bye motherfucker.
OHHH AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY BROTHER SENT ME PICS OF MY AWESOME,ADORABLE NEPHEWS TODAY AND YOU BETTER LOOK AT THEM OR YOU WILL DIE!!!!
Lets get a little more cute in this picture if it is at all possible
Jesus Christ all i have to say to this is AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
anyway i must now say Goodbye and until next time.
SAME BAT STATION
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skills
Blade
67%
Marius
50%
Lestat
50%
Spike
50%
Deacon Frost
42%
Armand
42%
Dracula
33%
Akasha
33%
Angel
17%
Louis
8%
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Nihilist Bear
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Crystal took me to see Dr.Baker and was kind enough to drive me into the fucking god nowhere of Overland Park to see him. The visit was good and I liked the doctor alot and he offered to take me on pro-bono and keep seeing me until i was better. For some reason after i dumbed my bullshit out it happened i was like damn that felt good. It was the best feeling to know that someone has your full attention and actually gives a fuck about what you talk about. Not that my friends dont but there is only so much they can listen to. Of course there is my family but you know I am not going to bother them since they are still having a hard time with it as well.
This is Where it Started
I got home and felt fucking great. My counsler from JCCC calls me and tells me that its ok if i drop the class that has been killing me which i did not think i couild drop becuase of full time staus and fincial aid blah blah blah. Then Dr. Baker calls me and tells me that through the Epilepsy Foundation that i can get free healtcare basically and would not have to pay for it and I was dear god that is awesome. Also tells me about SSI and how i could get benefits from them. So i was like god damn this is fucking awesome man all this good shit is happening.
I get a call today from FYE which is a game/movie/music store and they are like yeah ummmm we would like to setup an interview with you Monday at 3 i was like YES FUCKING THANK YOU.
Right now I am over at my friend Matts house and he is passed out cold and I am sitting here typing. He leaves for Fort Sill October 10th and then goes to Afghanistan after 3 months. The words to tell him that I am proud and that he has been avery loyal and trusting friend I cannot even find to tell him. He has been like a brother to me since the day i moved here and its going to be a hell of time when he is gone. So i would just like to say "your my brother and friend and not a day will go by without me thinking about and the great sacrifce you are making leaving your friends, family behind to go help people you do not even know and I love you like a brother".
Other than that everything is fine and I am actually doing ok. I am going to class on Tuesdays and Thursdays and probaly going to end up working to fill all the other time up so to my problems and bullshit i say bye bye motherfucker.
OHHH AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST MY BROTHER SENT ME PICS OF MY AWESOME,ADORABLE NEPHEWS TODAY AND YOU BETTER LOOK AT THEM OR YOU WILL DIE!!!!
Lets get a little more cute in this picture if it is at all possible
Jesus Christ all i have to say to this is AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
anyway i must now say Goodbye and until next time.
SAME BAT STATION
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skills
Blade
67%
Marius
50%
Lestat
50%
Spike
50%
Deacon Frost
42%
Armand
42%
Dracula
33%
Akasha
33%
Angel
17%
Louis
8%
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
created with QuizFarm.com
Nihilist Bear
Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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