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I'm not even going to try and call.
I really just dont want to make 'bad', 'worse'.
I mean, really stopped caring long, about petty fights, and stupid arguements.
Five weeks ago when things started going bad, i laid off a little and give it some time...you didn't.
But why-- after everything i did-- everything i listened to, helped you with, got you out of, covered up for you. Everywhere i met you, picked you up from--Every mood swing, and boyfriend problem-- every hang over, everytime you were high and drunk, and everytime i stuck up for you.
It just all got so old-- but i still listened didnt I?
After you decided you hated all my friends, after you completely ignored the one favor i asked you-- even when i didn't care at all, i was still there, wasnt I?
But like i said, i stopeed caring weeks ago. I only hung around, because i waiting for you to move at the begining of the month. I wanted to avoid a big fight, and just let us grow apart. But you had to be-- well, typical you-- and get into the same stupid shit all over again-- then that and your new friends both moved in, and we had a falling out. The kind that i hung around miserably trying to avoid.
But you wouldn't even face me--wouldn't tell me anything, not even that you wanted out. Instead you let me ahng around like an idiot, so you could talk to everyone about me. And don't even pretend you aren't and weren't doing it-- i know you too well-- i dont have to hear it from anybody to know that you are doing it.
You took away our friendship without even discussing it with me. I was being considerate enough to just let us go our separate ways in a few weeks, but you werent. All of the inconsideration and selfishness i had put up, pretending not to let it bother me, to keep the last few weeks you were here tension free.
And while i may have been an asshole too, and wasn't completely truthful, i just want you to know-- you may forgive me, but i most certainly donot forgive you. I for a reason-- you lied to make an ass out of me.
So here it goes-- 2 years of hours of converation on the phone every day, listen to everything and felling like we understood everything about one another, knowing everything about eachother-- it all come to this,what you din't have the courage for:
So long and goodbye, bitch
I really just dont want to make 'bad', 'worse'.
I mean, really stopped caring long, about petty fights, and stupid arguements.
Five weeks ago when things started going bad, i laid off a little and give it some time...you didn't.
But why-- after everything i did-- everything i listened to, helped you with, got you out of, covered up for you. Everywhere i met you, picked you up from--Every mood swing, and boyfriend problem-- every hang over, everytime you were high and drunk, and everytime i stuck up for you.
It just all got so old-- but i still listened didnt I?
After you decided you hated all my friends, after you completely ignored the one favor i asked you-- even when i didn't care at all, i was still there, wasnt I?
But like i said, i stopeed caring weeks ago. I only hung around, because i waiting for you to move at the begining of the month. I wanted to avoid a big fight, and just let us grow apart. But you had to be-- well, typical you-- and get into the same stupid shit all over again-- then that and your new friends both moved in, and we had a falling out. The kind that i hung around miserably trying to avoid.
But you wouldn't even face me--wouldn't tell me anything, not even that you wanted out. Instead you let me ahng around like an idiot, so you could talk to everyone about me. And don't even pretend you aren't and weren't doing it-- i know you too well-- i dont have to hear it from anybody to know that you are doing it.
You took away our friendship without even discussing it with me. I was being considerate enough to just let us go our separate ways in a few weeks, but you werent. All of the inconsideration and selfishness i had put up, pretending not to let it bother me, to keep the last few weeks you were here tension free.
And while i may have been an asshole too, and wasn't completely truthful, i just want you to know-- you may forgive me, but i most certainly donot forgive you. I for a reason-- you lied to make an ass out of me.
So here it goes-- 2 years of hours of converation on the phone every day, listen to everything and felling like we understood everything about one another, knowing everything about eachother-- it all come to this,what you din't have the courage for:
So long and goodbye, bitch