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[hateroflivejrnl]

i rip out my heart
only for myself
fuck the last man standing
i'm the last one out
the door stands solid
barracaded and locked
i've been a problem to myself
a problem any longer i'm not
happy with myself
surprise
another day
another wasted
it all goes by
and bystanding
did you see him there
doubt it
you pretend to care