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i'm really sick of people not believing what i say.
i'm not fucking lying.
on another note, i got to go to the pool and drink an icee and talk and just relax with pretty cool people.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow... i'm really struggling with the whole school thing, honestly. it's just hard, i don't like the people there and i get so god damn frusterated. i know it's only a year of school and it's going to get me where i want to go, it's just... fuck it, i don't even know.
i can't quit this, i just can't.
i guess i'm just not too good at this "growing up" thing.
i'm sick of a lot of people and i think everything that is happening is really fucking pointless... like a good friend said "i don't know how this happened"
...but it did, so now we all have to deal with it.
it's all so disheartening.
and why can't i stop talking to someone so fucking terrible
none of it matters anyway.
i'm going to work on saying "okay" to people.
it's really not very nice.
i'm not fucking lying.
on another note, i got to go to the pool and drink an icee and talk and just relax with pretty cool people.
i don't want to go to school tomorrow... i'm really struggling with the whole school thing, honestly. it's just hard, i don't like the people there and i get so god damn frusterated. i know it's only a year of school and it's going to get me where i want to go, it's just... fuck it, i don't even know.
i can't quit this, i just can't.
i guess i'm just not too good at this "growing up" thing.
i'm sick of a lot of people and i think everything that is happening is really fucking pointless... like a good friend said "i don't know how this happened"
...but it did, so now we all have to deal with it.
it's all so disheartening.
and why can't i stop talking to someone so fucking terrible
none of it matters anyway.
i'm going to work on saying "okay" to people.
it's really not very nice.