Why can't i sleep at night? don't say it's gonna be alright
last night went really well comparitively speaking.
i don't have much else to say.
Urban Turban did well
i don't understand why you all of a sudden make me uncomfortable.
oh oh and you, i think it's cute how you specify
and of course
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAIME I LOVE YOU!
(and happy mothers day!)
This is going to be a great fucking week, especially this upcoming weekend. i feel it.
by the way, my nightmares have slowed down but still not stopped.
oh and Jon is coming in town at the end of this month. i can't fucking wait to see him... he used to take such good care of me and treated me so fucking well... i love him more than anything and yea, i know he can't trust me but i can't wait until the day we live in the same city again... it will happen. if only i hadn't done so much fucked up shit to him, but hey, if he still loves me after all that, it still proves how amazing he is. he will always be one of my best friends.
and finally, my best friend is amazing.
pretty much