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Mar 16, 2008 21:48

one of these more than likely applies to you.

1. i would be lost without you. there are so many words to say, but i have said them all a million times. i'm pretty sure you already know what you mean to me. we will be this close for the rest of our lives. this is short because everythign i have ever wanted to say to you i can... for the first time in my life i'm completely open with someone who is a true best friend. complete soul mates. i love you more than i can express.
2. maybe if we would have met at a different point in my life things would be different... but i can't change who i am just for you. you're not enough to make me give everything and everyone up. i love you in a complicated way.
3. you can make me laugh and feel comfortable. sometimes i wonder if you will ever reach the destination you deserve to be at... we've grown a lot closer lately and i care about you more than i should probably, but i'm okay with that. you've taught me a lot about myself and honestly i wish you wouldn't settle. i know you're not as happy as you pretend to be, but you really do fool a lot of people. you've come a long way from what i hear. i have this feeling when it comes to our relationship that you really do care. i could be wrong. you help me any way possible and i'm glad i met you. i still have a fear that i care about you more than i should. i do love you.
4. you're seeking something that will never be found. i think the reason i dislike you is because i see myself in you. the similarities of how i was and how you are make me shiver. you don't know what real love is.
5. you've definatly grown on me. i love you dearly.
6. i miss you, but i had to walk away. things might have been different if you chased after me that last time, so even though you say it was your biggest mistake, part of me is glad it happened that way.  i know i will see you again one day, i just pray i have my shit together by then and you can't hurt me the way you did. i love you as much as i hate you.
7. you're a pitiful excuse for a human being. while you WASTE your time trying to get everyone to love or even remotely like you, you are fucking everything up and showing your true ugly fucking colors. i despise who you seem to be.
8. you break my heart and i really wish you would change. i do love you, even though it's hard.
9. maybe this time will be different with us, i said i would give it one more chance, please don't make me regret that. you have been one of the most helpful and destructive boys in my life all at the same time, but i have hope. like you say, anything is possible. i am sorry i keep pushing you away, but it makes me realize you love me that much. don't doubt that i love you, because i know it's true, so that should be enough.
10. i'm sorry. i can't ever love you.
11. you are such an amazing person but you try so hard to be liked and accepted you are losing yourself. sometimes, when i watch you or talk with you i have these moments of clarity about who you are that makes me like you that much more. you are such an amazing boy, but i'm scared you've lost sight of almost everything that defines you. i want to get to know you better, but the real you, not who you want everyone to see. maybe  i shouldn't care about you as much as i do, but i say that about many people. i might love you.
12. you hurt my feelings a lot, and i don't think you realize it. i don't know if this is love
13. i don't feel the way you would like me to, i say a lot of the wrong things, and i tend to be unnecessarily mean to you. but you will always have a place in my heart.
14. i'm glad i met you. i'm sure we will stick together for a while. what we talked about that day made me really sad because you deserve the world. you are such a exceptional boy and i am glad you are patient with me. i will open up one day, it just takes time. i meant it when i said "i love you too"
15. i thought i knew what i wanted from you now i'm not too sure. all that i do know is it isn't your love. not in that way.

i am so in love with love.
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