It's easy to wake up...

Dec 31, 2003 02:12

It has been such a long time since my last entry, I don’t even know where to begin. I feel I have changed so much in the last four months--its incredible. Life has just opened so many doors for me. For the first time in my life, I feel that I am on the right path and I have entered into the correct doors. I made countless mistakes on the way, but that’s fine. I have learned so much from the mistakes I made. Many good things have come from the bad.

I have learned not to avoid my problems. I have learned to confront them and deal with them. I have learned that just because things don’t turn out the way you plan, doesn’t mean you failed--it just means events took a little turn. I learned the importance of going to class. I hate homework but I love earning great grades. Grades are now important to me. I go to class and do homework because I choose to, not because the law forces me to. I have learned about disappointment. I have a learned about other people. I learned how to make new friends, hang out with new people and not feel shy or out of place. Most of all and most significantly I have learned to love life and love everything around me; the good and the bad. Without the negative, there would be no positive.

I am just so happy and grateful for all the opportunities that have been presented. There was a point in my life that I wanted to die, but that is never again. Things just couldn’t get better. I have wonderful people in my life--family, friends and pets.

Thank you to everything single person in my life--past and present. Thank you for being here, thank you for helping me smile, thank you for the friendship. I will never forget you. You help make life wonderful. I’m sending you positive vibes, which is almost the same as a hug.
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