im just a lifeless heart
so yesterday was my bday. it was ok. nothing really exciting happened and all my plans for the night fell through.
its ok though, i got to spend the day with the people that truly care about me and thats all that matters.
actually now that i think about it this birthday was almost like last years, excluding me getting really drunk and having a loved one to cuddle with when the night was over.
maybe next year. my 20th. fuck...im old.
my plans with vanessa fell through, but i had no expectations. ive learned to not have any with her at least. shes supposed to come over and bring me my present around 3. its already 330. i dont want to wait around that much longer.
i need to go to the mall and buy a new shirt. school starts tomorrow. i have to look nifty. hahahaha.
its ok though, i got to spend the day with the people that truly care about me and thats all that matters.
actually now that i think about it this birthday was almost like last years, excluding me getting really drunk and having a loved one to cuddle with when the night was over.
maybe next year. my 20th. fuck...im old.
my plans with vanessa fell through, but i had no expectations. ive learned to not have any with her at least. shes supposed to come over and bring me my present around 3. its already 330. i dont want to wait around that much longer.
i need to go to the mall and buy a new shirt. school starts tomorrow. i have to look nifty. hahahaha.