I DECAY FROM INSIDE
My thoughts...
IM ANXIOUS
Im fat.
I hate my self.
I want to be perfect.
I want to see Kristen..........I miss her.
I feel depressed.
I feel confused, NERVOUS.
I feel like something is crawling on me.
I itch.
IM JUST GOING INSANE.
I hate.SCHOOL.FAMILY.EVERYONE...
GOD
PLEASE
HELP
ME
The knife looks so sharp.
I fear it.
I will kill me...
Leave me alone...Please, No.
It winks at me. I look away. But I look back, Its still there.
Pick me up, Ill resolve everything. I promise. No, I swear.
Please, No. No. No. No.
The tears flow out. And the knife sees this.
Now it fears me.
NOW ITS AFRAID OF ME, I SCARE IT.
My teeth are sharper...I will bite you...This I promise.
No says the knife.
I see through those words.
I dont fear you.
I know this trick, So it erects its self.
It is jabbed into my neckkk.
It moves up and down.
Cutting all veins, My head just fucking EXPLODES.
The blood goes everywhere.
IT DRIPS INTO HER FUCKING CUT WRIST.
NOW WE ARE BOUND TOGETHER, By blood...
She is my sister now, And I am her brother.
MY HEAD RESHAPES.
THE KNIFE VANISHES.
None of this really happened.
I LIVE.
My hands are shaking, They itch...
God and Satan look upon me.
Their bodies form into one, One creature.
Making something noones seen.
This creature is...IS IT.
IT grabs me by the arm and bites it.
THE SHOCK IS IMMENSE.
WHY?WHY?WHY?
BECAUSE I AM. I EXIST. AND SO DO YOU.
I DO? NO. I CANT.
OH BUT YOU DO.
FEEL THE BITE, DO YOU NOT?
i do...i do...
OH MY
god
I AM ALIVE
IM ANXIOUS
Im fat.
I hate my self.
I want to be perfect.
I want to see Kristen..........I miss her.
I feel depressed.
I feel confused, NERVOUS.
I feel like something is crawling on me.
I itch.
IM JUST GOING INSANE.
I hate.SCHOOL.FAMILY.EVERYONE...
GOD
PLEASE
HELP
ME
The knife looks so sharp.
I fear it.
I will kill me...
Leave me alone...Please, No.
It winks at me. I look away. But I look back, Its still there.
Pick me up, Ill resolve everything. I promise. No, I swear.
Please, No. No. No. No.
The tears flow out. And the knife sees this.
Now it fears me.
NOW ITS AFRAID OF ME, I SCARE IT.
My teeth are sharper...I will bite you...This I promise.
No says the knife.
I see through those words.
I dont fear you.
I know this trick, So it erects its self.
It is jabbed into my neckkk.
It moves up and down.
Cutting all veins, My head just fucking EXPLODES.
The blood goes everywhere.
IT DRIPS INTO HER FUCKING CUT WRIST.
NOW WE ARE BOUND TOGETHER, By blood...
She is my sister now, And I am her brother.
MY HEAD RESHAPES.
THE KNIFE VANISHES.
None of this really happened.
I LIVE.
My hands are shaking, They itch...
God and Satan look upon me.
Their bodies form into one, One creature.
Making something noones seen.
This creature is...IS IT.
IT grabs me by the arm and bites it.
THE SHOCK IS IMMENSE.
WHY?WHY?WHY?
BECAUSE I AM. I EXIST. AND SO DO YOU.
I DO? NO. I CANT.
OH BUT YOU DO.
FEEL THE BITE, DO YOU NOT?
i do...i do...
OH MY
god
I AM ALIVE