Mar 07, 2005 15:20
Bleh, Today was FCAT Reading.
It was so easy. I was the first person done.
I have a great feeling I got a good grade on it.
But, Tomorrow is Math. My worst subject this year.
I just have to think positive about it.
I feel a little weird right now.
After the test I wanted to go home.
I just didnt wanna be at school.
Since I had like 40 minutes to sit and do nothing after the test
I started to think. I thought about when I first started school.
I remember every grade.
Every year had its own trade mark thing to remember.
Like in kindergarden I learned how to read.
In first grade I remember field day where all the classes went
outside to play a bunch of dumb games.
Second grade I remember learning how to subtract, And how we had
to do this play that required me to wear sweat pants.
In third grade I started out the year going to creel and
finished off the year at sherwood. When I was at creel I
remember meeting Danielle. She was a bitch to me then.
And I remember getting jumped by a bunch of black kids.
Then I went to sherwood and I remember I couldnt do
multiplication. And we had to write in journals and share them
with the class. Then I went to fourht grade.
My most fond memory...This was the year I met Jess.
We were so cool together. Haha, We always drew and shit.
And the teahcer would always yell at us about it.
I rememeber having to read a lot to take these stupid ass
A.R. book tests for points. And then I remember missing school
a lot. So much that my teacher threatened to call the Truant
officer. But she didnt. Then came 5th grade. One of the 3 most
horrible years in my life. Jess moved away to palmbay.
So I constantly missed school. I hated being there. I couldnt
relate to anyone. Except two people. This fat kid Dylan and a
good friend at the time, DJ. Dylan was just cool because I
would go to his house to steal shit and to see his mom and
sister. I liked both of them. They were cool sometimes.
And I was attracted to them physically. Both had big boobs. lol
But, I remember DJ's mom killed herself so her like never came to school again...
Anyways, I remember missing like 35 days of school.
So the teacher AND the principal threatened to call the Truant
officer on me again. But they never did.
So I passed and went to 6th grade.
A bad year like 5th grade.
Again I missed school constantly untill the principal called my
house and told my dad that she had finally had it and called
the Truant officer. He never came by my house, But I remember
my mom and dad went to the school and had a talk with the
principal. All I remember was my mom coming out of the room,
Crying. She didnt say anything. And neither did my dad.
The officer never came, So Ive always assumed everything went
good. Haha. Then came 7th grade. One SHITTY year.
I always got picked on, Constantly for my size.
I had no friends except Vince and Fat Derek.
I hated school, So much that I made my self puke ust so I didnt
have to go to school. It was really a horrible year...
My parents relationship was shit, And so was mine with them.
I missed school again, And they threatened again. And of course
no one came. But I failed the school year. So the next year
was my second year of seventh grade. One of the best years in
my entire life. I fell into the like hardcore/punk/goth scene.
It was fucking awesome. I came to school everyday.
I met Donald, Damon, Tim, Richard, Aurora, Grant, Cassie, Josh,
and Diandrah. All a bunch of bad ass people. Some of the coolest
ever...Tim introduced me to punk rock. I loved it.
I loved the I dont give a shit additude, and the way they
dressed like fuckin crazy people. Haha. And Donald, Along with
my other friends got me into metal and hardcore shit. I loved
the screaming and the double bassing. But, The cool thing was
the fisrt time I ever met the Truant officer was that school
year. He came to my house the first week of school because I
missed it all. I had pink eye real bad. And it was awesome.
I ansewered the door and he was like WHOAH! Haha, He was like
take as much time needed to clear that shit up. So I did.
Oh, And this was the first year I met Tyler.
The first time I ever met him I wanted to beat the shit outta
him, But I grew to like him. And now hes like a brother to me.
And I got a girl friend. Diandrah. Haha, She wasnt the best.
But I understand why she wasnt. Weve talked since then about it.
We NEVER even kissed or held eachothers hands.
It was because I was afraid of her and she was afraid of me.
Actully she was like raped before we started going out.
And since I knew this I was afraid to come onto her at all...
I remember Brandi and Josh going out back then.
Brandi was still a poser then, Like she is now.
And Josh was a crazy ass weirdo. lol
Oh, And I remember hanging out with Danielle EVERYDAY after
school, She was so cool. I loved he so much, But I came onto her
after we became good friends and that fucked everything up.
I scared her, So we like never talked after that.
And it killed me on the inside ALL summer...
But I geuss Im over it.
But now Im in the 8th grade...
Chillin with Kristen and Tyler everyday.
And sometimes with Aurora, But thats rarely.
Yep, I hate school again.
But I got to school pretty much everyday.
I only stay home when Im sick, And that doesnt happen much.
I think Im gonna fail again...
But I geuss its okay. If I do Ill just go to Adult ED.
Bleh, I wrote to much...lol