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My mom told me again she wants to kill herself. She is giving up. 10 years of dr.s prescribing her all the drugs in the world and she still not better. She wants to end it and not make us her problem anymore. 10 years of panic attacks, and drugs and now she is blaming us that we are not there for her. She is a hypochondriac who cant remember what pills she was prescribed last year. She cant even remember her ketamine treatments 6 months ago. I think I have to start writing down what she is taking because no one is paying attention to it. Is this my future? Is this where I am headed. Do I need to get her admitted to a hospital? I dont know where to go? So I start with google.