6 am..panic attack. Grr. Me and paul not right. Its like we are two puzzle pieces that dont fit. It feels horrible. My prince deserves better. I feel so unhealthy. Ive been stuck in this house for a long time. I feel like im killing myself and he is watching. I need a fucking hobbie like now! I feel lost more than ever. I dont get it. Im
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The sunrise by the way was beautiful. Everthing frozen still. No ice or snow but dead still. With the tinest little spring hinting through from the mild winter. It looks like an easter sunrise. Baby blues with oarnges and the lightest pale yellows. Winter is here but most surely taste bitter. I want the warm spring breeze more than anything right now. I am so very tired from this winter. Very very tired.
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