about time i updated.
it's been awhile since i updated. last week was my spring break so i went on vacation to montana with jess. it was really great. i got to meet her family. her dad isn't nearly as terrifying in person as he is on the phone. i like him alot. her mom's crazy. her brothers are cool too. i swear i had a 4'5" shadow named colin the whole time i was there. but i liked it. i was really great to have two little brothers. i loved it. we all got presents too. i got this awesome coffee mug from jess that i love!! it's from borders and looks like it was carved from mahogoney wood. (then my mom's fucking dog chewed up the lid. i could've strangled it when i saw it last night. instead i had to content myself with shooting it. j/k i was pissed.) it was awesome to see jess for a whole week, everyday, all day. i loved it. it was fun to see where she was from too. see all the places she's told me about but that i've never actually been to. got to meet some fuckers that i'd love to beat the shit out of. didn't actually get to meet him cause he wouldn't even look at me but at least i got to see him. bastard. (hey matt, what do say we start up that club we were talking about? beating up old boyfriends, ect?) going back and seeing all her family was fun. but it really made me miss mine. not the way mine is now but the way it used to be. like when i was 9 and my parents were still together. when there was actually love and you felt safe when you came home. not like everything you did was going to be critisized or picked apart. i miss my sisters too. i know it sounds weird but i miss being able to talk to them. i wish i had time and money to just go. go wherever i wanted. travel the world and help. go to sudan and be a relief worker. go make a difference in the world. it doesn't have to be a huge difference, just change someone's life for the better. anyone's. i went in for my first interview on wednesday. it went good. i have to wait for them send me a conformation on my background check. it'd be $10 hr. not bad. but i'm going to keep looking incase i find a better deal. either way, i need a job quick. and i really don't want to work at a fast food place or something like that. yes, i'm bias like that. i have to register for classes so i'd better get going before i can't.