what the hell
if only i knew the words to say to make a lasting impression on myself. I had the most fantastic summer of my life, even dealing with my PO every week. It rocked.... i went to Ohio, massachgusettes, got in trouble alot but i got away with alot more. I cant even describe the fun i had sneaking out late at night and returning early in the morning. Heather and Becka were always there which made life better for me too and getting to know all the boys we met... wow. I just dont even think another summer could even compare. I dont wanna grow up anymore... im at t his place where im all set with shit... bnut now helleys gone and beckas not allowed out... so we will both be lonely for the next 3 months until im off probation... cuz thats when life gets kicked into high gear. Im so noit okay with the fact summers over. definatly wish i could live it for the rest of my life man... i never had so much fun and you kno its like... i wish i could make it into next summer and do the same shit but bigger and better... but as a recap... i wouldnt want kyle to leave just cuz i miss him even tho like, someone would prolly say you dont even know him but like... i really like that kid... its so sad huh... i hope something fantastic happens this year... like im talking FAN to the TASTIC... you kno? well yeah, i just realized i must be the only one who actually is still on lj instead of moving to my space but you klno what... i think i may juyst stop it all together and keep one writing booklet in my room... cuz lets face it, i wanna be the only one to know whjat im thinking... lol, yeah... but im going to go and shower and then work and hopefully go out tonight but i dunno what ill do without heley... this is gonna be a long journey until next summer... let me tell you...