thursday..

[hated4noreason]

today we have a half day of school and thats pretty pimp...and ya wen i get home i get to do nothin..how fun! yes.. lol.. zac wants me to met this kid named kevin 2day so i am... because the ppl that i like and want to go out with are wanting to or with my best friends.. so that really sucks... but if hes like really fat or ugly or stupid.. im gonna beat the shit out of zac cuz wen i talked to him yesterday everyone in the background was laughing and they had to tell him what to say to me.. so ya..

it sucks i have to get over the 2 guys i really wanna be with to make my friends be happy.. it sucks and i dont want to do it but everyone is getting all pissed at me for not wanting them to go out because i still care for them..and i do im not gonna lie and i really wanna go out with him but thats not gonna happen... so i guess ill have to get over it..but then i dont get why they should be able to be happy if im not.. idk.. i dont care anymore.. this is all stupid...

and i really wanna move to get away from this all but i know that moving away isnt the answer but it seems soo good right now...

i guess roy's prolly gettin out of juvie today.. yeah for kristena...

i feel so unloved when i dont get phone calls.. lol.. but i got more mintues so call 495-6652