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[hate_me_sweetly]

im reading lj's and hearing people talk about going back to MHS and i think i might actually miss it. dont get me wrong, im glad to be done, but im gunna miss the people. iv met some of the most amaing people and now i have to leave what i know for something that im not sure about. for the last 12 years i knew what was comming next. the next grade, moving up. all for the graduation day. in less than 2 weeks ill be an hour away from k&b and its gunna kill me. i wont see them every day, and i wont be able to help shitty situations. they r the people who have helped me grow into who i am and im scared to leave them. will every1 just forget about me? probably... i dont want to be forgotten. but i dont want the bad memories to be the ones that stick. i want the great squatro nights or the road trips and camping trips, or the criuses around blastng music and rockin out lookin like morons. or the day when we all stuck a foot out the door at every red light we came to. the 3 landscaper guys :).timmy's. i want the fun times to stick.

heres to the nights we felt alive
heres to the tears you knew youd cry
heres to goodbye
tomarows gonna come to soon...

im so scared...