Feb 06, 2010 16:59
Dave is having second thoughts about moving.
He won't say it but he's having second thoughts about us as well.
I can feel it.
If he doesn't move here, we'll be over.
I told him that before, that I won't do long distance.
It really just doesn't work.
Especially for someone like me.
It makes me sad.
I'm doomed.
The snow is crazy.
I've had too much time to think and I don't like it.
Should I have just stayed in New York?
If he doesn't move here, it almost seems pointless.
Not that he's the reason but he definitely helped the decision.
Fuck me.